in this story, you will read about a girl's hard and rough life through her diary.
This will be updated every Sunday!
Sorry, I'm bad at descriptions so please just read it.
rankings:
#767 in feel good 2/1/2020
#50 in thoughts and feelings 2/2/2020
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*the picture and video and not mine all rights go to the owners*
Warning: swearing and mentions of bullying
*Hope you enjoy :)*
dear diary,
It has been two weeks since I have last written in you. so how are you? oh, shit wait I forgot you aren't a person fuck my bad. I wish you were a real person though because then maybe I would have friends. You see I don't have any friends because people think I'm weird. I don't understand humans. They are too quick to judge. If someone isn't like them then suddenly you're hated or you're an outcast. Why does the human race always have to have labels on everything? I don't understand. Its so....confusing. if you couldn't tell I don't like labels.
I hate labels even more now though... why you may ask. Well, its because I have been labeled. By that I mean I have a random label slapped on to me and now I get called it every day. I have been label as a loser, outcast, weirdo, freak, and more. I get bullied every day when I go to school. And the worse part is nobody care and nobody believes me. I don't know why nobody believes me so don't ask me. I don't understand why these people hate me so much. I have done nothing to them.
Every day I get tripped, things are thrown at me, threats, name called, and more. And every time I try to ask why they hate me their answer is alway because you're you. And every time I ask well what is that supposed to mean they just walk away. I don't understand why I have to be the target. I have been nothing but nice to these people. Even after they have been bullying me. I know what you are probably thinking "ivy why don't you just go to a teacher, the principal, or even the police" well to answer your question. I cant it will make it worse.
Why it Will nake it worse is because nobody truly cares. They all just pretend to. When in reality they don't care at all. Yo, I have to go bye diary. ~ Ivy Scarlett Harley Love
*authors note* I hope this was a good chapter :) also I have put a list of numbers down below. If you ever need to talk to someone call them or you can always dm me I am here for you! :) also bullying is a very serious subject. I have not been bullied myself but I know someone that has. my heart goes out to people that are being bullied or have been bullying. don't forget that there is always someone out there who cares about you! I love and care about you guys don't forget that!
