Author Chan POV:
Looking around the house, I check to see if anyone is home.
No-one.
Good.
I walk silently to the kitchen, the boulder on my chest heavy. Really heavy. But I know I'm doing the right thing.
Looking in the bottom drawer I see pills. Lots of them. This is going to be easy, this is going to be hard. Right here, right now, I'm giving up all I've worked up to. But I don't care.
Pills in one hand, suicide note in the other I think of everything I'm giving up.
My family. They never really cared of me, my existence is but an accident. They liked the idea of having a child, and their younger child is better anyway.
My friends.
My friends are my family, am I really going to just leave because of my selfishness. That would hurt them.My girlfriend.
My mind goes numb. What am I doing?
She won't be able to deal with this.
If I leave, she will too. I can't-
...
Ripping up my suicide note, I throw it in the bin. I also pack away the pills.
Staring at the drawer, I sigh.
How could I be so selfish
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A Jadam Story I dunno
FanfictionThe name says it all, I'll try to make it have less cringe than gacha logic. I writer who's just try a entertain the people. I hope I do well