A Jadam Story I dunno

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This is a llooonnnggg vent

This is probobly a bad idea cos he could see this, but right now i don't care. He can frikken square up to me but he can't cos he only knows me from discord. 

So yeeahhhh, I've never been in drama before but now I am in drama. yyyaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyy.

Its with my *cough* "best friend" which makes it even better.

The reason why i put it in quotation marks is cos our relationship wasn't really even nor healthy. I was kinda just a "yes" person, cos i was somewhat scared of him. What he said to ppl sometimes was really toxic and I didn't want that happening to me. (seeing that now i look so cowardly) But then i guess at one point i couldnt take it anymore. I had put him on temporary ban on my server but heres the thing. He left then He got someone else to invite him back to say "I am very sorry. I was gone. I was mad. I want to be admin again but its my fault I left"

He's done stuff like this before so im not gonna just let him off. So I just  told that it IS his fault and yeah, that isnt cool. 

Then we got into a very heated arguement. So i kicked him from my server and blocked him. Story over? haha NOPE. 

He then went onto the Jadam server and announced that he's leaving discord, but my discord best fren convinced him to go on hiatus so he didn't have to go. So he did and ye things were chill. We were just vibing i guess.

Then a few days later he returns and is acting cool like nothin happened and stuff and i was too i didn't really wanna bring it up. Then for some reason while w

e are in the middle of an rp he brings up a rather sensitive topic. 

I appreciate he probably has some stuff going on for him but he didn't have to mention it in there since we have two channels for talking about that kinda stuff. 

Then he said he was gonna go afk for a bit since he didn't want to be around "people who blocked him or be rude to him"

*inhales*

"I feel directly attacked but okay" 

Someone said oof and then he said "nah ur good, its just other people"

So i just said what was on my mind "dude, if u hate me just say it"

then omg what happens "NOT EVERYTHING IS ABOUT YOU"

And yaaayyy, another arguement. This time infront of everybody. I actually was shaking with anger and had to go afk just to calm down. soo yea, this is where we are now

Yay, I'm so upset and angry cos literally our whole friendship was based on me saying "yes" now that i say "no" shit goes down guys gals and non binary pals.

If he sees this, you don't scare me anymore!