High intensity angst, not something "triggering" or anything. But it's sad. Oof. OOO YEEEEEEE
Adam POV:
I thought for a while as I curled my fingers around the string of my hoodie, groaning from the lack of water.
I can't control myself, I know that. But how can I stop myself from hurting James without avoiding him. I wish me and him could just split. Like a fairy godmother, a miracle, impossible, a shadow formed.
It took shape, my shape.
He was back.
Lust!Adam:
A small vessel. A body of a child. A form I usually wouldn't normally take but, the fire of rage that is contained in such a small being can't be ignored.
This is going to be fun...
Taking my stand, I observe my surroundings.
Home.
Then why does it seem so different?
Turning, I see what was supposed to be mine. I step back, almost toppling over at the sight of him. Out of pure instinct, I grab Adam's neck and push him against the wall.
Staring into his eyes I spoke.
"Finally, FINALLY!" a psychotic laugh, tumbles out of my mouth. "I have a body of my own!"
Squeezing harder onto his neck, I watched him as he squirmed, but to no avail.
But, I didn't have it in myself to kill him.
I left.
James POV:
It's been weeks now. Since the whole situation. Since I lost my innocence. Dragging my stylus pen across the screen, I think of that time. Vividly remembering the things he whispered softly and how rough he was and the pleasures he gave me. The whole thing was...
Drowning in own fantasies, I realize I'm drooling over my screen. Crap.
It's clear the feelings this thing gave me are staying. Adam wouldn't like this. I need to stop.
Jaiden POV:
White.
Endless, white.
Unending white.
Everywhere
Everywhere
Everywhere
On the floor
On the walls
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HEHEhehehe heee~~
Down down down, went the knife
Tim POV:
Five months ago
She's been having these hallucinations, of Adam. She starts screaming, telling Adam to go away. To go die. To get off him. She would swing her arms around, start taking out knives and pointing them at me. Am I him?. I was so confused. We went to the hospital. I told him what had gone on. She said that Jaiden had a high level PTSD, and with her anxiety it had taken a toll on her sanity. They needed to take her to a mental hospital. An asylum. I wanted her to be okay, her parents agreed. I agreed to. It will be okay. Jaiden will be fine. This phone call won't be about Jaiden doing something bad. It will be about her settling in.
Please.
Adam POV:
Jumping into my car, I drove past the speed limit to James's house. Naruto running to the door. I knock desperately.
He answers with a quizzical look. A look of confusion falters into one of surprised joy. He pulled me into a warm embrace.
"I'm so glad you're back!"
His voice, coated in love , joy and the only innocence he had left. After the what I had taken from him.
Putting a hand my mouth , I chocked on a sob. He looked up, staring into my glassy, sleep deprived eyes. His own filled with sympathy and worry. I melt into him, giving into his embrace, stroking his hair and squeezing him tightly.
"I hate to ruin this moment, but..." he said, slowly shifting. "Why are you here?"
My arms weakened and trembled, realisation of this situation finally sinking in.
I breathe in deeply
"He escaped.."
His eyes widened as mine closed. I want to escape. But I can't do that to James.
From behind, a hand grabs me by my hair and drags me to the pavement. I knew who it was, such public aggression would come from only one person.
Lust!Adam POV :
Stepping over, Adam's body I playfully walk over to James.
"Get into the house, Jameson."
I stared into his eyes. He obliged.
Locking the door behind him, I took his in one and James's face in the other. Pulling him into a soft kiss. What a good boy, he must have missed me. Pressing my lips against his harder, he moaned softly, setting alight so any nerves with his sweet, soft sounds.
How could desire lead this far? Well, I'm not complaining.
BloodLust!Jaiden POV:
I've found you, Adam! You are safe, Adam! You are saved, Adam! Aren't you happy? Why do you look so scared? You love me tho Adam? Yes? Yes! I knew it!
I caress his face and pull him into a deep kiss, and he gently gives into my dominance. Gently curling my fingers into his hair, I pull him in deeper.
AuthorChan POV:
I'm gonna be honest, I think Jaiden X Adam is kinda cute. But Jadam is much better. And now for the ending
Adam POV:
Wow, I'm being dominated by a girl.
Sorry for the rushed ending. I couldn't think of anything else. And please give love to umfalsehood for she is the best JADAM QUEEN OF ALL.
This is the #falsehoodlove thing I made. It's like an after story of what happens in the comic "sleepless"
I hope you like the amount the angst there is. I also hope you like the flat ending.
Stay lemony ÒoÓ - AuthorChan.EXE
Fun fact!
I had the song "Exorcism" by CreepP on repeat when I wrote this
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A Jadam Story I dunno
FanfictionThe name says it all, I'll try to make it have less cringe than gacha logic. I writer who's just try a entertain the people. I hope I do well
