"Do you really care about me?" He asked. We were in my car looking at the sunset where no one goes. "Yes." I confessed. "Why now? You never cared about me when I first came here. And now a couple weeks ago you do? Now we... Do dirty stuff." He said silently.
"Phil... I really do care. I just acted like that because I wasn't me at all. And I do now because I wanted to know you. You know why I wanted to know you? Because I fucking love you. I loved you since 10th grade damn it." I tell him. "But I thought you were straight. What happened to your little girlfriend who sleeps with everyone?" He asked.
"I broke up with her the night we first did it..." I say. Phil looks at me.
God his blue eyes and black hair is adorable. He then sticks his tongue out and I bit my lip. I loved when he does that.
"But why me? I'm just a fucking nobody. Damn it Dan, I have scars on my arms. Most people will call me emo and all. I get called a fag too because I'm gay. My own fucking father basically disowned me! My mum and my two best friends are the only one who supports me through this." He starts to yell.
Phil always said he hates yelling but he was because he's frustrated.
"I don't care what others think about you. They can fuck themselves. You're gorgeous no matter what. Those scars are battle scars. If you keep thinking you aren't worth it and I'm just lying, my god I will tell every reason why I love you and what I love about you." I said.
"Whatever... Take me home." Phil said. He turns to look forward and I just looked at him. "Dan. I said take me home." I didn't bother to look at the front and drive, I just looked at him. "Fine. I'll just walk home." Phil takes his seatbelt off and got out the car.
That's when I got out too. He was walking a bit slow, so I ran up to him, turning him around and basically put him against the back of my car and kissed him. Phil was surprised and starts to kiss me back.
"Why are you kissing me?" Phil asked as I stopped. "I need to show you how much you fucking mean to me and that I love you. Because you have no clue how much I love and care for you." I said and started to kiss his neck softly.
I unbutton his plaid shirt and started to place kisses on his chest. "Dan stop." Phil said and then I grabbed his arm. I started to kiss his arm on each scar and started to say why I love him. "I love you because you are you. You speak to what you believe. I love how you stick your tongue out. I love how I scare you for fun then you say you hate me but really don't. I love how clumsy you are. I love everything about you" I tell him.
Phil looks at me and kissed me. I started to kiss him and I gripped on his ass. That cause him to grip onto my hair and he made this last kiss long.
"Let's do this in the car..." He said and I smiled. "Of course" I said.
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The Good Boy's Bad Boy // Phan Smut
FanfictionPhil Lester is a good boy. Dan Howell is the bad boy. Complete opposites. What would happen if they both find out they love each other? Phil doesn't really believe him, but Dan tries to show him. How does he show him? Well by lots of sex and... Jus...