The Good Boy's Bad Boy // Phan Smut

19: We're Dating

(Warning: there may be self harm or thoughts about it. Maybe crying)

~Dan's POV~
All day I heard was, "Ew." "Fags." "Go to hell." "God hates you." "Disgusting" but I honestly didn't care. I'm with the one I love. Phil was letting it get to him, but I protected him all I could and then Pj and Chris protected him.

When the school day was over, we went to get milkshakes.

"That was a bad move kinda during lunch." Phil said, holding my hand as we walked. "Who fucking cares. We shouldn't be afraid of who we are. One day the world is going to be different and no one will care. It'll be equal. I don't know when, but one day. So why should we hide who we are?" I said. Phil just smiles and squeezes my hand. "You two are fucking adorable. Totally ship it." Pj said, his arm around Chris's waist. People gave us disgusting looks and some smiled at us.

Then Phil got a call.

"Hello?" He went. "Okay... Mhmm... I guess we can. Also... I need to tell you and dad something... No it's not bad... Something with school I guess... Okay.. Okay... NO CHEESE.... Potatoes is okay... Okay... I love you... Bye." He puts his phone up and he sighs. "No milkshake guys. My mum needs me home and said you three are welcomed to come." Phil said. "Sure." We said. Then we walked to his house.

When we got there, his dad stared at the four of us. He looked at Chris and Pj in disgust because they held hands. Chris sticked his tongue out and kissed Pj on the cheek. I laughed. I wanted to hold Phil's hand so bad. Hug him. Kiss him. Everything in front of his parents, but I couldn't.

"Yo! Pj and Chris." A boy walked in the room and did a handshake with Pj and Chris. "Sup Martyn. Home from college?" Pj asked. "Yep. For the weekend. How's it going, Phil?" Martyn asked. "Not much. But meet Dan. He's my ... Friend." Phil had to think and then smiled. "Nice to meet you Dan. I'm Phil's older brother." We shook hands and I just nod. "Well boys. Why don't we eat." Phil's mum said and we agreed. As we sat at the table, it was kinda quiet at first.

"So, Daniel, how long have you and Phil been friends?" Martyn asked me. "For a month or two." I said. I placed a green bean in my mouth and Martyn nods. "Phil... Have you found a girl to take to prom?" His dad asked. It was silent and Phil's mom gives his dad a bitchy look. Like 'did you fucking just ask that? He's gay you fucking idiot. Shut. Up. And. Support. Him.' Phil was quiet. "Um... No." His dad scoffs. "You need too. If not, you should take Becky." Phil rolls his eyes and says whatever.

We spoke a couple minutes me and then shit was about to go down.

"Mum..." I looked at Phil as he said that. I know exactly what's about to go down. "Yes son?" She asked. "And dad..." His dad looks. "So... Um... I actually do have a date to prom. I just recently started to date this person." He seemed so nervous. "Is he handsome? Nice? Carrying?" His mom starts. "Your mother means she. Is she beautiful?" His dad glares at her. "Um... The person is..." He looks down at this plate.

"Dan."

~Phil's POV~
"Dan... Dan? DAN!" My father roared. "You mean you're going to prom with.. With.. Him! No. No way my son is going out with a boy! I will not allow you." I instantly regretted what I said. "It's not your choice.." I said. "Oh hell yes it is. I'm your father." He said. "No.. No no no! I don't care what you think!" I started to raise my voice. "Phil... Honey... Calm down so we three can speak about this." Martyn, Chris, Pj and Dan were quiet.

"No! I'm not allowing my son to be a faggot! A gay! Just no!" I stood up. "Don't call me that! I'm not a faggot! I'm Phil! I'm Philip Michael Lester! Your son! The son you love! The son you care! You were there every step of the way! Until I told you I was gay! YOU'RE SUPPOSE TO SUPPORT ME AND LOVE ME! BUT NO! Do you know what I go through everyday? Being called a fag. Saying to go to hell. That I'm disgusting. I should slit my wrist. Overdose on pills. Kill myself and more! It fucking sucks! YOU TRY TO SEE HOW IT FUCKING FEELS!" I shout.

"You don't yell at me! You'll sit your ass down and we are fixing this! Making you think straight." I was on the urge of tears. Then I did something I will regret probably my whole life.

"I hate you! I wish you weren't my father! I wish I was never born!" I screamed and ran out of the house. I ran and ran. Then I tripped and just laid there crying. Why am I this way. Why? My father hates me. He doesn't love me. Why? I looked at my wrist and just had the urge to cut. But I don't haven't razor. I then started to scratch my wrist with my finger nail. I got harder and tried to go deeper. Possibly make myself bleed. When I was getting close to making myself bleed, I heard a voice.

"Phil!" I looked up, my vision blurry because how much I was crying. I felt arms around me and knew it was Dan. I wrapped my arms around his waist and hugged him tight. He just told me how much he loves me and how much he cares for me. That my dad is a twat and more. Then I had fallen asleep to his voice.

~Dan's POV~
"I love you. I love you. I love you. You're my lion. You're my sunshine. Your smile makes my day. When you stick your tongue is so fucking hot. You're life brightens up my day. I love you so much." I kept saying. That's when I noticed he was asleep. Pj had driven my car behind me and I got inside, putting Phil in the back with Chris.

I dropped Pj and Chris at their house and went to mine. When I got there, I picked Phil up and walked inside. When I placed him on the couch, Adrian walked in. "Hey Dan. What's wrong with Phil?" I sat down and almost started to cry. "His dad... He doesn't accept Phil for who he is and it upsets me. Because... Phil is such an amazing person. I was mean to him before but I care for him so much. I hate seeing him hurt. I hate how I can't fix some of his problems. But I love him so much. I really do. I love his smile. His laugh. The way he sticks his tongue out. He does his best to stay happy when he's not. He's amazing. I would do anything to keep him in my life. He's my lion and I'm his bear. He made me realize who I really am. I'm just really lucky to have him as my boyfriend. It's just we can't be around his dad... His dad doesn't accept it one bit and it's horrible... What his dad said to him... Phil said hateful things right back and ran out of the house. Thank god he's fine." I said. "I'm using happy he's fine. Because I don't know what I'll do if I didn't have him." I looked at Phil, tears were on my cheeks and I smiled. "I love him."

"Well we're happy you love him." I heard my mum and looked up. "M-Mum." I said. "Sweetie we already knew. Adrian told us and we're happy you're happy." I glared at Adrian who just smiled. "You being bi is fine with us. And you're with Phil. We realized how happy he makes you." My dad said. I stood up and hugged them both. "Thank you... Thank you thank you." I said and they hug me back.

"Where am I?" I heard Phil say. "Phil. We're at my house." I said as I walked over to him and put a hand on his shoulder. "Oh..." He sits up and see my parents. "Do they..." I nod. "They're perfectly fine with it. They're happy for us." I smiled and he just hugs me. "Good. Because I can't deal with more people mad at us" I just hugged him and gave him a kiss.

"We don't have to worry about that here at my house. You're safe, lion."

Author's note:
If there's typos, sorry XD I'm almost at school and wanted to post.