Roses

Heartbreak

You felt that stomach drop right? The sickness in the back of your throat as reality settles in.

They're never feel the same .

They're never notice how you smile at their silly moments. The giggle that escapes every time you've realised you've started blushing .

The happiness you expressed for them when they loved someone who wasn't you . The every time they looked at you but wasn't feeling the same rush of emotions you felt.

Inside your heart cried from confusion , as if you expect that person to mind read every single moment to guess . But they never got those clues .

All in a moment , you distance yourself from that person . Every time they have a person , it pulls and tugs the strings in the body so hard .

Until it snapped .

The tears fell down the cheeks , sadness clawing at the inside mind . Wondering why this person can't notice .

But this person doesn't even know .

Every time you've smiled at them.

Every time you've laughed with them.

Every time the moments got so real.

Every time you breathed.

They never fluttered like your heart did at them.

And that's the painful moment.

The insane realisation that someone couldn't know or couldn't ever feel the same.

Then your mind cried , wanting the pure emotion they gave you.

But you couldn't have them as yours.

Not ever .

And that's how much a bitch heart break will forever be....