Lachlan × Male Reader: Incompatible?

Chapter 9: Sing something depressing

The first attempt at a musical chapter...wellllll...wasn't exactly very good. So allow me to try again. I have a feeling I'm not gonna be very good at this.

WARNING: Don't wanna tell you what it is, but dangerous things ahead.

The past few weeks haven't been so good. Lachlan made a video, without your knowledge, claiming it was just a friends thing. That was a bit hurtful. His next live stream he starts babbling about Tindr. You, who's been paranoid about being exposed your whole adolescence, wouldn't go that far...unless you were ashamed. So was Lachlan ashamed of you? He didn't date you out of pity, did he? He hasn't exactly been talking to you much. Making videos has been hard and people have noticed you don't act nor look the same. You're a sleep-deprived mess who has no will to do anything. The only possible solution is to intoxicate yourself to make the pain go away, but you're not the biggest fan of syringes, so as much as it seems to help, it hurts a teeny bit when you inject yourself with heroin. And it actually doesn't help, because taking these drugs made you wonder whether you were being dramatic or not, which made you want to snort more cocaine and smoke more weed. And you wanted to stop, but you became what's called a "drug addict". The meaning's implied...you know, obsession with narcotics...more specifically using these illegal substances on yourself constantly.

You may sing songs in your mind from time to time, but it's way worse when you're high.

(Lyrics are changed for the sake of...story-telling? Idk)

You: I have this feelin' in me
It rules my nightmares
I could use some weed
How could HE dare?

Forgive me, I'm "impatient"
I should probably just go drown
Statistically, I'm famous
But I feel like a clown

One more injection for me
Maybe on my chest
Whatever part of my body, I don't care
I just want to feel my best

I gotta stoop low just to get high
It feels good and I might actually die
I've lost my glow and I've started to lie

I just want some blow, so I can get high

I have this feelin' in me
That feeling never ends
I don't know what I'm thinking
Should probably make amends

One more drop of poison for me
Maybe on my thigh
I don't really care where
I just wanna get high

I gotta stoop low just to get high
But it's not helping, 🎶🎵My Oh My🎵🎶
It feels like I'm dying but I'm still alive

In this cruel world how can I...

Survive?

I need help
Can't stop thinking
I feel more tired
When I start blinking
My state is
Appalling

I'm just
Stalling
Procrastination
For my confrontation
It feels like I'm falling

Help me
I'm calling

I gotta stoop low just to get high
My sanity has gone bye-bye

I gotta get low just to get high
It feels good but it doesn't feel right
I die slow just to know I'm alive
Heroin shot number twenty...five.

You stare at that object in your hand, in it a liquid that'll make you feel better, could this lead to an overdose? You didn't care, you just wanted to leave this cruel world for 2 fucking seconds before inevitably coming back to it once the drugs wore off.