Is this an illusion?
Am I only dreaming?
Are you a physical being?
Or a figment of my imagining?
Are these feeling unrequited?
Do I feel for you,
More than you do for me?
Is it like when it all begun?
Or do you feel,
This journey is done
For my heart overflows
With emotions and passion
And I fear,
The heat of it's fire,
Does not transpire,
Within you also,
What does this partnership,
Mean to you?
Is it one sided and bitter,
Or is there chance for renew?
For my love for thee
Is unlike anything,
I have ever known before
So I ask of you this
Am I the one,
You still adore?
Do you feel tired,
Of caring for another?
Or do you not bestow
The same respect
As you would
Your mother,
For if you were to see
A daughter if yours
Go through this,
Would your anger roar?
For I feel the passion
Still burns brightly
But do you still feel
For me, just slightly?
For I love you's
Are met with acknowledgement
But not of replies
Of the same measure
When I speak these words
It's not haut automatic
I say it with all my heart
Though it sounds dramatic
For I love you
And it's not just sporadic,
And It would be tragic
To be so pragmatic
I value your heart,
Your dreams, your happiness,
Your ambitions, emotions,
Thoughts and personality
And I ask,
Do you able the same of me?
Because although face to face
I sense a distance,
And I wish to close it
Because if this were to end
This would be the last thing
I know exists
I wish for now life without you
As it hurts to much to bear
and I hope you know this
Because I very much do care
Although my anger flares
And it feel constant,
It's unintentional,
Of this be confident
I don't always have control
Of my being and spirit,
I share my being,
With a secondary existence
It's an added trial,
I'm doing my best to pass
So when it seems to much
Just give it a chance to pass
My trial however great
Seems small I compare
To glow in your eyes
And the tenderness there,
For I wish for your embrace
And for you
To let me hold you
And fix this feud
Should you turn and leave,
the rest of my life
Would be only filled with grief
For you holder of my heart,
are a thief,
A master of ninja artistry
Never seen or heard
But you were always there
You had my heart,
From the very moment we met
I was a goner from the start
But of this I have no regret,
I'm glad of our crossing paths
For my soul was in half
But I feel less incomplete
Of this I beseech
I want to be yours
Completely and eternally,
My heart, soul, mind and body
For you I'm more than ready
I wish to walk,
The long trail of life,
With you beside me
Hand in hand
Although this piece,
Disorganised and rambling
I just want you to to know
What it is I am thinking
Because I feel this is pivotal
The tipping of the balance
And I only want you
To be the direction it collapses
