Will it all be worth it in the end?

And so the trouble begins

Chapter 6

Krystals POV

I kept looking at the clock, hoping it would go quicker just for me, I felt so sick with nerves, and I had nobody to support me, I've been waiting up in the 'Chill Out' room for 5 hours now. Reading magazines and going on Twitter. 

"Only an hour to go" I muttered to my self.

"Talking to yourself is the first sign of madness I believe" chuckled a familiar voice. I turned my head to see Jaymi smirking at me then sit down next to me.

"How did your song go?" I asked him.

"Good..I think. We sang Call Me Maybe, but put our own little twist on it" he said smiling.

"Awesome, we sang Hurt by Leona Lewis.." 

"That's cool.."

Then there was just an awkward silence, it was just quiet, too quiet for my liking. Jaymi coughed then finally spoke up. "So erm, what was up with you this morning? No offence but you look really ill"

I hesitated, should I tell him? Can I trust him yet?

"There's alot you don't know about me Jaymi.." I said while looking down at my lap.

I felt a hand on my shoulder, I looked up and Jaymi was staring straight at me, his eyes had a certain sparkle to them, they were full of mystery, lust, confusion. Jeesh Kyrstal snap out of your daydream, you'll scare the poor lad. 

While I was in my daydream I didn't notice Jaymi getting closer and closer to me, I knew what was going to happen, I knew I should of pulled away but I didn't, I gently closed me eyelids and patiently waited.

I felt Jaymi's lips on mine, I was still a bit shocked at first and didn't react, but soon enough I kissed him back, it felt right, but deep down I knew it was wrong.

We both snapped our heads up when we heard the door open, and George was standing there..he looked hurt and I saw his eyes glisten from the tears that were forming, guilt washed over me and I think Jaymi felt the same way.

"George mate please, we just got carried away, it meant nothing." Jaymi told him.

Ouch. That kind of hurt how it meant nothing to him, if it meant nothing why did he kiss me? I knew I had to say something.

"George please, it's not what it looks like, please listen to me" I said while holding back the tears. I didn't deserve to be listened to, I hurt George, my George, the one I cared about. 

"When I said I loved you Krystall I meant it, obviously you didn't" 

"No!! George I do love you, please just..give me one more chance?"

"It doesn't work like that...Jaymi we need to go up to Louis, we can talk later. Goodbye Krystall." 

George walked off leaving me and Jaymi alone again, he walked up to me and whispered in my ear, "I was lying when I said it didn't mean anything to me, see you later" and then he followed George.

I let out a sigh and let the tears escape my eyes. This was too much, way too confusing, I  need to just focus on the competition, that's what I'm here for.

I looked at the clock and realised it was only 20 minutes until we all found out if we got through to live shows, to be fair I didn't care anymore, I felt empty and drained. I went to meet up with the rest of the girls.

And again, I feel like an out-caster, I don't belong here.

Little did I know this was only the beginning.

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A/N  I know it's short, feedback would be appreciated, hope it's okay!:) 

p.s The Wanted will be included much more from now on!