Helpful || Seo Changbin X Lee Felix ~~ ChangLix FF

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Jeongin had brought Felix home. Felix cried his eyes out into Jeongin's shoulder, "I want to get better, I really do, but I can't! I just can't do it!" He said loudly and in a frustrated tone as Jeongin held him tightly. "Hey, you helped me it's my turn to help you. Shh. It's okay. You're not alone, Lixie..." It was honestly hard for Jeongin to help Felix because he was sensitive to the topic of suicide, he had a friend before that had committed suicide and he'd tried it before but Felix saved him so he was trying his hardest to help him as well. "You don't have to help me, Innie. I understand it's hard for you, you're sensitive. For good reason. Please, don't help me, it makes me feel shitty..." He sighed softly before looking down, tears still streaming down his face. Felix didn't want to hurt Jeongin but he knew what he had to do for him to leave him alone. "I don't wanna be like Kai, it wouldn't be fair to you.... I shouldn't even be your friend..." He sighed deeply. Jeongin's breathing started to get uneven and he felt a few tears slide down his cheeks. He hit Felix on the side of the head weakly. "Nice try, my friend, but I'm not leaving! I know what happens when you leave someone like you alone. You can make me cry as much as you want but I will NOT leave you alone..." He closed his eyes and tried to keep his breathing steady. Felix scrunched his nose, "I-I'm Sorry, Innie, I'm such a horrible friend." He cried harder, Jeongin now crying as well. He hugged Felix tightly. "N-no, I'm sorry for not being able to be there for you in the way I want." Jeongin sobbed into the crook of Felix's neck. Jihyo had gotten home with Mina and when she heard crying she immediately ran upstairs, her being athletic she got there in about 2 seconds. She walked into Felix room quickly. She knew that Jeongin and Mina were friends and cousins at that. Mina followed her and when she entered the room she rushed to Jeongin and Felix. Jihyo wasn't as good with these things as Mina was. Mina quickly hugged Jeongin, pulling him away from Felix already knowing why he was crying. "M-Mina?" Jeongin asked as Mina gently pet his soft, fluffy hair. "Shh. It's okay. I'm here now." She said softly. Jihyo looked at her, a panicked look on her face. Mina mouthed 'hug him, he feels alone, he needs reassurance.' She explained. Jihyo nodded her head and quickly pulled Felix close, hugging him tightly. Felix snuggled closer to his sister, crying into her shoulder. Jeongin recovered quickly, Mina calming him down through whispers. "Help Felix, please. I don't know what to do..... He won't listen. He hasn't eaten for a week and I don't know how many cuts he has now." He mumbled in a hushed tone to Mina. Mina nodded her head noticing Felix slightly gasping for air and choking on his cries. "Jeongin go get water." She said quietly and softly, Jeongin going downstairs to get some water. Mina replaced Jihyo's place. Felix hadn't talked to Mina much before but he felt safe in the place he was in. Mina pulled Felix closer to her quietly. "Shh, Felix, you have to calm down before you hyperventilate and I can't help you." She said firmly yet softly as she knew how to deal with how Felix acts. He took deep breaths and calmed down his breathing but couldn't stop crying. Mina smiled softly at Felix, caressing his cheek gently. "You're okay, Felix." She said brightly. In these situations you just had to make the sad person believe everything was okay. Felix took another deep breath and stopped crying. "B-but everything hurts....." He mumbled while looking into Mina's softly, bright eyes. "Yes, I'm sure. You're strong, Felix!" She kept her tone bright and light, happy. "You can do it, we all live you and believe in you!" She said encouragingly. Felix nodded his head, gently wiping his tear stained cheeks. "O-okay.... I think I'm okay now. I just wanna go to bed." Mina nodded her head and got up, Felix getting you as well and laying on his bed, falling asleep quickly. Mina smiled and Jihyo thanked her thousands of times. Jeongin left, knowing Felix needed his time now.

(A/N: IM SOOOOOOOOO SORRRYYYYYY! I needed a soft chapter and I've been sad today so this is what you get, the next chapter will be better don't worry ;))