In which a pastel boy hides his dark past, and a bad boy just seems to find this boy mysterious
I am working on chapters but I'm pretty busy these days so please don't be angry is j don't update so frequently
#MiHyo : 8
#skzff : rank 19
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Felix had been asleep from after being calmed down to now. It was currently 11:00 Pm. He shot up and sighed softly as he sub-consciously hugged his blankets close to himself. He reluctantly left the comfort of his bed. Not because he had a choice but because he felt sick... And he knew why. It was because of his eating disorder..... He may have had an eating disorder but it wasn't as severe as other's, he didn't want to die from not eating. He just wanted to look skinny. Or pretty in his eyes although he didn't seem to win. He looked at himself in his mirror in the corner of the room, lifting his hoodie up to reveal his ribs and sunken belly. He sighed, everyone at school knew that he didn't eat anything, but they didn't care. You can tell just by looking at him at first glance. His cheekbones are unhealthily visible and his once chubby cheeks were gone. His skin was as pale as his bedsheets and his wrists were small, yes, they were small naturally but they were even smaller then before because there was 0 fat on them, just flesh.
He sighed at how he looked and simply shook his head before letting his hoodie fall back to his mid thighs. He exited his room and shut the door gently because he figured everyone would be asleep. He walked down the stairs and into the kitchen. On the island in the middle of the kitchen was a plate with mashed potatoes and gravy as well as a fried chicken leg. He smiled softly before picking up the sticky note that was next to it.
' Felix, please eat this I brought it home for you. You have to eat something, at some point. I'll even be happy if you just eat the chicken...
Love, Channie'
Felix's vision started getting blurry and he didn't understand why until he felt Hot tears running down his cheeks. He wiped them away quickly with his sweater paws and smiled sadly at the food. He really wanted to eat but it was hard for him to even look at the food. He finally broke and just ate some of the chicken. After eating about half of the chicken leg he was already full.
"I'm sorry, Hyungs...." He said, a slight tone of sadness present in his voice.
He covered the plate of food with saran wrap before putting it in the fridge. He figured he might as well not waste a good meal when someone else could eat it. (or him if he gets like this again.)
He rubbed his eyes tiredly before yawning. He walked into the living room and laid down on the couch. He closed his eyes for a long moment before yawning once again. He took one of the throw pillows and placed it under his head, hugging it and laying on it at the same time.
His small frame curled up on the couch comfortably, hugging the pillow and snuggling closer to it as he felt his eyes getting heavier. He felt a soft smile pulling at his lips as he drifted off into the dream land.... A curtain black haired boy stuck in his head.
•~•~•~•~•~{Morning}~•~•~•~•~•
Felix woke up quietly. It was around 6:00 in the morning but his phone was upstairs so he wasn't aware of the time. He squinted from the light coming in through the blinds. He sat up slowly, slightly dizzy. He stood up equally as slow and rubbed his tired eyes gently. He tiptoed up the stairs and to his room in hopes of not waking anyone up even though Chan and Jihyo would be up soon. He entered his walk in closet and chose an outfit for the day... He was trying to have a positive mindset about today. He was actually feeling pretty good so far. So, this resulted in his outfit being a little more... Interesting then usual...
