My Mad Fat Diary

Friday 25th September 2009

Sorry I haven't writen in a while i have had a lot on my plate stuff that I can't handle but that does'nt matter. I have fallen in love there is this new boy in all my classes called Spencer he is so cute and I think he likes me but if he does like will my dad be ok with we having a boyfriend but that does matter the only matter is will he treat me right because I don't want to be his butler and be running around like mad after him but if he loves me I love him. I got up out of my bed and done the basics like get washed and dressed then I went down stairs and had some breakfast but i wasn't hungry but I had a bite of fruit anyway because I don't want to be missing out on breakfast that is the most important meal of the day so after that I slowly walked to school with Emilia thinking would my life be different if my mum was still here. When me and Emilia got to school we both went to go and seen Spencer because I just wanted to see if he was ok and if he is settling in well at the school, you can tell he has a crash on me because he looks at me in a mysterious way which I really like but I could never tell him that I have a crush on him because I would forget Emilia and that is not happening becasue me and Emilia have been together as friends since the first day of school and I thought that I wasn't going to make any friends but I did.

It was break and I asked Emilia if me and Spencer suited and she said "yes" and I was really happy with that answerbut at break Spencer came over to me and started to flirt with me and I have only known him for about a week but I really like him and then my dream came true Spencer asked me out and of course I said yes Spencer was was really happy. Then out of no where Spencer just kissed me and every one around us went " awww" and me and Spencer got really embarrassed in a good way. At lunch me,Spencer and Emilia just wondered around school eating our lunch becasue theplace we hang out at was surrounded by older students in the older years.

After school Emilia had to be home straight after school because she had to go somewhere with her mum. Emilia hasn't got a dad because he left her mum when Emilia was little because Emilia's dad used to punch and hit Emilia's mum then the police found out and put him in a mental hospital. Me and Spencer went back to Spencer's House and I stayed round there for ages, me and Spencer went to his bedroom and started to play Grand Theft Auto: The Lost and Damned; and it was really funny then Spencers mum (Julie) called up and said that dinner was ready.We had Tacos for dinner and they were reallly nice. After dinner me and Spencerwent up to his bedroom and we started takling and I said to him " I am glad that I have met you before I met you and Emilia I thought I was nothing" he replied "I am so glad that I transferred to your school and I am glad that I have met you and Emilia." Then Spencer kissed me and it was amazing so we kissed for a while but then I had to go home becaus emy dad would be worrying about where I am.

When I got home dad asked me "what have I been doing for the past 6 hours" and I replied " I was out with friends" because I didn't want dad to know that I have a boyfriend after that it was about 10 o'clock so I went straight to bed.