Me and calum have been getting a bit too close with each other lately like kissing alot, touching a lot and some other stuff you wouldn't really want to know.
I've gone back to school now. It felt awkward after everything that happened with mum, I felt like everyone was staring at me and my friends were a bit off with me aswell , which made things harder.After school I went straight to the basketball courts to look for calum. I spotted him, he was getting his stuff together.
I approached him and he turned round and smiled at me.
"Hey Anna, are you......whats wrong" he asked, tears started to roll down my face as thoughts flooded through my head about mum.
I can't stop thinking about that night. I can't believe I didn't spot the abuse sooner.
I feel like a terrible person, I feel like this is all my fault.
"Anna, it's okay" he assured me, rapping his arms round my waist pulling me into a warm hug.
I cried in his arms.
"Come on let's go home" he said letting go of my waist then taking my hand.
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"Maybe it's too soon for you to go back to school, take as much time off as you want" Sophie assured me giving me a tight hug.
"Thanks so Sophie for all your help" I said bracing the hug.
I went up stairs and checked my phone to see a text from jason.
"Hi, meet me some time"
I didn't reply, I don't talk to my ex's. Ever!
Calum walked out of the bathroom with just a towel round his waist. he walked over to me and kissed me on the lips.
I laid on the bed as he got dressed, I took a quick peak at him.
"What!!" He scoffed
'Oh damn it he saw me'
"Nothing" I lied
He strutted over to me with only boxers, he laid next to me on the bed kissing my neck, he pulled a blanket over us,he slid his hand down my back and un done my jeans starting to pull then down.
He pulled me nickers as he slid his boxers off, he came on top of me.
'What am I doing' I kept thinking.
'Why am I making love with someone I've only been with for a month'
I didn't feel any different afterwards. I just can't get it out of my head that I you know....did it.
I lied down for a while as calum came off me, he laid next to me breathing heavily.
He laughed and then put his boxers back on.
"Hello" a voice behind the door called, who was Calum's dad.
I quickly put my knickers and jeans back on. Calum answered the door, his father came walking in with his brief case.
"Anna, I've managed to find your mum" he said, I was relieved but confused.
"But how do you know what happened" I asked
"I'm riffs lawyer, as soon as he was called in I was told about you and what happened, calum wouldn't shut up about you anyway as soon as he got home" he explained, I smiled in releif.
"So can I see her?" I asked
"No, not right now.shes not ready to see anybody yet" he explained.
He then walked out and calum came back in putting a shirt on.
He came over and cuddled up to me on his bed. I then fell asleep in his arms.
I can't believe mum is okay, I can't wait Til she's ready and I can see her.
