"Mommy, he's different!" I beg for her to accept him
"NO!" She tells me. "HE's a thug and I will not lose my daughter to some ... crip ass boy! Not like I lost your father!" She said trying to fight her tears.
"Mommy, I love him! And if you can't a...
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Vivian💕 02/07/2020💕 4:02 pm💕
Being 9 months pregnant at 19 has been an experience for me. I've overcome my fear of birthing a human being, and all overcame all the negative thoughts that others would have toward me and my baby.
Ejay is so excited that we kept the sex a secret till birth. We have a room that's painted grey jus in case it turns out to be the opposite gender of what we think it is.
My mother is still in the picture and is engaged to that creepy ass nigga. Ejays family is very loving and caring. They treat me like one of their own. I'm happy for my baby to have such a caring family to be around.
My pregnancy has been an escape from reality. Deep down I feel like something is missing, and it isn't a normal love. The only person I really have is Ejay and my cousin to talk too, and being 19 still a teenager I would love to have people around me to make me feel normal, again instead of an adult.
••• "I'm not gonna keep going back and forth with you when it comes to my child Viv. You're not only thinking for you now! You have a whole person that's gonna be dependent on you." Ejay spoke while rubbing my belly. We are in the middle of discussing my feelings about being pregnant and how I wanna do things before the little one arrives.
"Elijah please baby! You don't understand how I feel." I stressed .
"Tell me something then, viv. I love you" he kissed my belly before rising up to hold me close. I grew to open my mouth to speak, until his phone rung. "Hold up, give me 30 minutes and I'll be there." I looked up at him and rolled my eyes.
"Bye Ejay." I tried to get up and leave out his vision but he grabbed me pulling my face close and kissing my forehead. "Move. Go handle your business that's so important."
"Vivian don't be like this. Chill u know I can't let my folks go without. Damn sure ain't gon let my baby want fa nothing. Now look let me run you a bath and fix you some before I go."
I looked at him wit teary eyes. "No , I got it." Being the stubborn crybaby I am, I so badly wanted to be held.
"What's wrong now?" He walked past me walking into the bathroom. "Nothing baby daddy, I'm fine." Hinting the attitude he chuckled, turning the tv on about the tub and I watched as he ran the water, while adding my favorite bubble bath. I undressed and walked into the bathroom grabbing the remote.
"Do you love me still?" I asked tying my hair up and putting on my shower cap
"No. Now get yo ass in this tub." He said kissing my temple and helping me into the bath. "You know I love you, I love you with every bone in me. But ima love my baby even more." I smiled and kissed his lips.
