Beautiful Darkness

Let Me Be Naughty

We both sit beside each other at dinner. Their family talked about anything and everything, Nate laughed and smiled. Huh he got over me quick. Whatever. After dinner Nate and Mrs.Adams clean as me and Jayy go back up to his room. He closes the door and turns on the TV to SpongeBob. I chuckle a bit, that's cute. Jayy soon pulls me onto his lap, "You're such a good boy." He says smirking, "And you're such a naughty boy." I say nose to nose with him. "Oh I like it when you call my naughty." He says smirking and making his voice sound more sexual than usual, and his voice always sounded sexual somehow. I could feel something underneath me, I soon realize it's Jayy getting excited. I bit my bottom lip as it turns me on a bit. Jayy sudden has is face in my neck. He begins to kiss up my neck, and then suddenly I feel sucking on my neck. He's giving me a hickey! I moan as it feels so good.

I don't think Jayy's new to this, he's way too good. He takes me off his lap and pushes me on my back and straddles my hips. "Let me be naughty." He says taking off his shirt and mine too. Goodbye virginity.
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"Ugh!" I groan opening my eyes slightly, I look up to see Jayy. At first I'm confused, then the memory hits me like a car. Jayy had took my flower last night, and I was a bottom... Ugh that's why my butt's sore. I look up to see Jayy sleeping, he slowly wakes. He looks down at me and smiles, "Morning Noel." He says smiling, "Morning." I say smiling.

I don't regret last night. I'm glad we did it.

I wanted it to happen. I just thought he wouldn't want it. Oh he wanted it. And he got it. He runs his hair through my messed up hair smiling, I stretch and sit up. I grab my phone from off the nightstand, "11:00AM" it read. I groan knowing I've gotta get up. I groan pushing the covers off me and finding my clothes. After putting them on I try fixing my hair at Jayy's vanity while he messes around on his phone.

I had managed to walk correctly, since last night I was curious wether I could or not.

After a while my hair is done, "Noel." Jayy says, "Yeah Jayy?" I respond, "Can we hang at your house?" He asks getting ready. "Yeah sure. Just don't fuck my brother." I say, "Don't worry I won't. He's not even cute so..." Jayy says and I laugh a bit, "Well he doesn't exactly get that." I say laughing and rolling my eyes at the fact.

It was so true my brother thought he was some hot stuff, and a real hit with everyone. Nope not exactly. He isn't ugly. He's just not the sexy god he seems think he is. I pick up my phone as I feel it vibrate, I look to see its my brother. Speak of the devil, huh. I answer it, "Sup?" I respond, "Where the hell are you!? And why didn't you come home last night!?" He exclaims into the phone, "I'm at the neighbors house." I say, "What?! Why the hell are you there?!" He exclaims, "Dan I'm gonna tell you something... But you can't tell anyone!" I say into the phone as Jayy had left the room, probably to go take a shower. "What?" Dan says, "Okay well... I kinda did it with Jayy..." I say, "You did what? Jayy?" Dan says sounding confused beyond belief.

"Ugh Jayy. The one with black hair, really tall." I say, "Oh Jayy... But what exactly did you do?" He asks, "I lost my virginity..." I say, "OH MY FUCKING GOD NOEL!!!" He exclaims into the phone, "Please don't tell me you where a bottom." Dan says sounding like he's face palming... "I can't tell you that without it being a lie." I say, "DEAR GOD NOEL!" He shouts, "I'm sorry. He was hot and I was in the heat of the moment. My body wouldn't let me turn him down!" I exclaim, "Did you like it?" He asks, I sigh, "I fucking loved it." I say, "Do you like him?" Dan asks, "Yeah." I say in a sort of whining manner.

"UGH! You're so lucky you're my brother or else your ass would be on fire!" Dan exclaims, "Ugh!" He groans. "Um... Would it be a bad time to say he's coming back home with me to hang out?" I say a bit nervously, "OH MY GOD NOEL!" Dan shouts, "I'm sorry but he's like soooo hot! And he is soooo awesome!" I exclaim, "Ugh fine." Dan says, "Um... Bye." I say awkwardly, Dan sighs, "Bye." He says as I hang up.