I'm Helpless {SLOW UPDATES}

Ryuu

Yukari:
I'm helpless
I'm helpless
I'm helpless
I'm helpless
I'm helpless

I'm meaningless
I'm meaningless
Im meaningless
I'm meaningless
I'm meaningless

Why do I matter

Ryuu:
Can you stop spamming me your "horrible life"?

Yukari:
Well I'm sorry that I'm helplessly alone

Ryuu:
You

Your lonely

Yukari:
Yeah

I have no friends and everyone that hangs out with me just pretends to be my friend

I'm....... lonely

Ryuu:
You have no friends....

Yukari:
Yes, well no real ones

Ryuu:
Really,

Yukari:
Yeah

Ryuu:
Really?

Yukari:
YES!! How many times do I have to say it
Yes I have no friends

Ryuu:
Bitch then what am I

Yukari:
....

Ryuu:
Fuck you

Yukari:
Wait I think of you as more of a friend!

Ryuu:
What?

Yukari:
Yeah you're my best friend

Ryuu:
Jesus Christ you scared me

Yukari:
How so?

Ryuu:
....

Yukari:
Wait did you think that I was going to say that I see you as someone I love?

Ryuu:
....

Yukari:
OMG haha.

Heh...... No

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'You dick' I thought. She is so cruel and mean and every time she texts me she'd pity herself.
Always saying how horrible her life is. She is my friend, but sometimes I hate her every time she acts like this. She says she only has "fake friends" when I have no friends at all. No one likes to hang around me but her. The only way we know each other is because of a group project.
People say she's beautiful and stunning and her aura drags people closer to her. So many people want to be around her. So many people are drawn to her and she has so many people who love her more than friends.
Boys and girls.

She's so popular that even I got drawn close to her. I try to avoid her but I can't. There's something about her that makes people love her so much.......

......I just realized that this sounds like I like her, but I actually I hate her more than like her.
For the record I hate people who seek for pity from others.
I feel like that's what's she's seeking from me

She has the most perfect life anyone I know has ever had. I'm more jealous than sad for her.

Yet her aura drags me to hang out with her. She's more than a just a popular person, she's not just someone everyone loves, I can't explain what though.

That's just how I am. I can't explain things or it will end up coming out wrong and you'll end up getting the wrong idea. So I'm not gonna make an attempt to try -_-
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End of ch.1 Ryuu