I'm Helpless {SLOW UPDATES}

Yukari

Why?
Why am I so alone
No one really cares about me
The only thing great about me is my beauty
It's the only reason people are around me
The only reason why I'm so "popular"
The only reason I have people hanging around me
Even Ryuu only hangs out with me because I'm beautiful
Is he really my true best friend?

Is he really my only friend?

Is he even my friend?

The only thing I truly did to get noticed was regret my existence.
I told one person and they felt so sorry for me that they spread it around the school like as if it was one of the school announcements that everyone heard on the P.A system

So many people surrounded me at lunch that day and they all said the exact same thing as if they have rehearsed this all together.
It was the most hated day of my life
I never stopped thinking about the millions of eyes starring at me saying:

"why do you hate your life? your so beautiful"
"You shouldn't kill yourself you haven't seen the end of it"
"Whaaa....why do want to be dead? I wish I had your life"

They evolved their questions from "why do you hate your life", to "why do you want to kill yourself"
Next thing you know it they all surround me every day for the rest of my life and started loving my beauty. Since I didn't want to be bullied, I was nice to everyone.
I never even wanted to kill myself. I just questioned my existence that's all.
Even though that even sounds bad, I never said a word about killing myself
At.
All.

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Yukari:
Heh.... No

14:09 am

Yukari:
Hey

Ryuu:
Don't spam me! 0-0

What?

Well yesterday you kept on spamming me and saying that your life is horrible and that you have no meaning

Oh yeah :)

You literally made a big deal about it and kept on saying you have no friends! °^°

Were you lying????!!! °∆°

   What? No why would I lie about that?

I dunno! You just said "oh yeah" so I thought you were lying

Oh

Anyway, why are you texting me during class?

Why are you answering me during class

...I have a free period

Im not aloud to be on my phone

Then why are you on it?!

Don't worry the teachers gone

Wait out of all the people you could be texting right now, you chose to text me?

Yeah

Why?

Your my only true friend
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At that moment I just realized what I had just said to him and how weird it would be for him to respond and questioned 'Would he even respond?'
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Am I really?

Yes

Then why do you keep saying that you have no real friends
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Whaaaa??? I-I can't ,..... Ugh!! I can't explain.
Did he always have a problem?
Did he never believe me?
I....-
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do you really see me as a friend

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End of ch.2 Yukari