Little secrets | TsukkiHina

little sectret number two

My second little secret is that I have problems at home.

Yeah, everyone has problems at home from time to time, but I have problems most of the time. My mom is taking good care of me and Natsu, I can't say a bad word about my mother, she's like an angel. But my father... He left us after Natsu was born. He comes home from time to time... and that's when it hurts the most. He takes me out, to the hill we used to go when I was 8. We always sit there in silence. He asks me how is it going with volleyball, with mom, with Natsu... It hurts to tell him, but I have to.

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"Shoyo... he came..." Shoyo's mother said in sweet yet worried tone. He looked at her with sad eyes, yet smiled at her. "Are you sure you can go with him?" She asked as she rubbed his cheek.

"Don't worry, mom. I'll be okay." He said and smiled at her. She then kissed him on the forhead and he hugged her. Then, he left.

"Here's my small-big man. Hi, Shoyo." He said with smile on his face. Shoyo just looked at him.

"Hi... dad." Shoyo said and looked at the ground. His father looked at him worriedly.

"Is everything okay, lil' titan?" He asked. Shoyo looked up, but said nothing. "You can tell me, Shoyo."

"You want to know is everything's okay? Then... no. Nothing is okay! You always come here out of nowhere! Whenever you come, you won't stay! Do you know how much you're hurting mom doing that?! I hate you! I hate you so damn much! Just go away! Don't ever come back! We're good without you! It hurts when you come! Go away and don't come back!" Shoyo yelled, tears steaming down his face. His knees gave up and he fell on the ground. He was crying. His mother who was watching the whole scene came from the front door and slowly kneeled next to her crying son.

"Shoyo, honey... it's okay, mommy is here..." She whispered as she rubbed his shoulders and hugged him.

"I want him to go away... I want him to never come back..." Shoyo whispered. His mother's eyes started to water.

"It's okay Shoyo... mommy is here... let it all out, sweetheart..." She rubbed his hair.

Neighbours were standing at their doorways, watching the whole scene.

"Go away... he doesn't want you here. Neither I do." His mother said coldly. Tall man just looked at the two with hurt eyes, then turned on his wheels and went away. He really never came back.