Love Me Again (Moving On Book 2)

chapter 11 - i love you..... friend

Rish POV

I'm so tired for this day because of the event happened two hours ago. 

i fell asleep too fast. 

I woke up kasi parang may naririnig akong kumakanta na galing sa pinto ko.

Christmas na ba?? Bakit may caroling na?

i opened the door when i saw Nel standing in front of my door holding a acoustic guitar and a bouquet of white roses.

  There are times

When I just want to look at your face
With the stars in the night
There are times
When I just want to feel your embrace
In the cold of the night
I just can't believe that you are mine now

Nel is such a good man. Never niya akong binigo. He's a man na papangarapin ng lahat ng babae.

but.. i can't myself to think that he's just a friend of mine.

You were just a dream that I once knew
I never thought I would be right for you
I just can't compare you with
Anything in this world
You're all I need to be with forevermore

Alam ko hindi maganda ang nararamdaman ko. alam ko medyo tanga ako sa pagkakataon na ito. but i know i will do the right thing. 

All those years I've longed to hold you in my arms
I've been dreaming of you
Every night,
I've been watching all the stars that fall down
Wishing you would be mine
I just can't believe that you were mine now

Time and again
There are these changes that we cannot end
As sure as time keeps going on and on
My love for you will be forevermore

Wishing you would be mine
I just can't believe that you were mine now

You were just a dream that I once knew
I never thought I would be right for you
I just can't compare you with
Anything in this world
As endless as forever
Our love will stay together
You're all I need to be with forever more
(As endless as forever
Our love will stay together)
You're all I need
To be with forevermore..

I smiled at him nung natapos na niya yung kanta. i just smiled. 

Alam kong alam na niya ang ibig sabihin ng ngiti na iyon. lumapit siya sa akin at niyakap ako.

"i know. i'm sorry" bulong niya sa akin.

"yes Nel it's forevermore....But it's not for me." Nasabi ko nalang kasabay ng pagtulo ng luha ko.

Alam ko madami na siyang nagawa para sa akin. and i treasured that.

Pero pareho lang kaming mahihirapan pag tinuloy namin ito.

She deserves a better woman. and i know it's not me. 

Ito na ang tapos ng kabanata ng buhay namin ni Nel.