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Warning: Suicide attempt (drowning) Mentions of death 
This one gets a bit sad and a bit I don't know but yeah if you're triggered by this please be careful also if you ever need someone to talk to you can contact me. 

The sounds of the lake filled my head and the cool wind hit my face. The feeling of not being able to breathe got stronger as I continued to run. Runaway from all the problems of life, run away from that hell im supposed to call home, run away from the demons and the voices and run to my brother.

I finally found the lake. I sit down and breathe in and out. I pay close attention to my surroundings. The cool wind. The pretty green trees.  The wonderful smell that happens after it rains. The sound of the lake hitting rocks. The sound of birds chirping. 

It seemed so peaceful. It's much better here than at "home". Then again this river killed my brother I miss him I want him back. Maybe I could meet him once again.  I get up from the slightly wet log I was sitting on and slowly walk to the edge of the lake. 

The wind got stronger. The lake got louder. The trees started to scream. The birds became silent. I look out across the lake and start to walk. The water is cold. I feel it getting deeper and deeper until it's to my shoulders. 

"Wes, where did you go!?" I hear the scream of my friend that I ran away from. I don't turn back I continue to walk.

"Welsey please come back! turn around please," He starts to run towards the lake I can hear the dead leaves crinkle under his torn sneakers.  

The water is at my chin now and the water is much more violent. I can feel the water hit my face. By the next step im underwater. 

"No, please Wesley!" I can still hear him scream under the water I can feel him getting close to me. I can also feel my lungs feeling with water.

The next thing I know im in someone's arms. I can't breathe. My chest hurts and my eyes sting.

Were on land I can hear the leaves again. I feel a piece of dry and warm clothing being placed on my shoulders. My shirt is ripped and tore now. Im soaked.

"You can't do that Wes I almost lost you." He's crying I can hear his voice tremble.

"Why did you run away from me and the group what happened why did you do this?"

I want to answer him, but I can't seem to open my mouth. All I can do is hold onto his waist and hope to get warm even though he's as wet as i am.

"Wesley please answer me please."  I stay silent.

"Wesley I love you, you can't do this I can't lose you."  He speaks softly yet the words hurt. I don't want to lose him either.

After i don't answer he gets up and picks me back up. He walks, he walks for a long time At least it feels like a long time. 

Sudentally the air changes. It's warm. I can hear the chit chat of people on the tv. I realize im in his living room. He sits me down on the couch and runs to his room. 

I feel sick I don't like this feeling. Im still shaking from the cold outside. 

He runs back downstairs. 

"you going to get sick if you keep this wet and cold clothing on. Im going to undress you unless you want to go to the bathroom and do it."  He hands me a hoodie and sweatpants.

I take them and go to the bathroom to change. I can hear him outside the door making sure im ok. The clothing is big yet warm. It feels so much nicer to have on dry cloths. 

I walk out of the bathroom and mumble an almost unhearable "Thank you."

"Your welcome now come here."  I listen to him he pulls me into a gental hug. He has on dry cloths as well now. 

"Your tired I know but you are going to tell me what happened in the morning but for now ill let you sleep."

He didn't let go of me. Instead, he pulled me closer to him and ran his fingers through my damp hair. 

My eyes close and I let the feeling of being safe take over me.

A/N: OMG 1.1K reads!!!!!!!!! Thank you so much!!!!!! It makes me so happy it means so much to me <3 If you have any request go ahead and comment them and ill get to it as soon as possible. I kinda took a holiday break i guess holidays arnt the best time for my family but i hope you're having a good 2020 so far.