shouldn't home be something i enjoy

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"shouldn't home be something I enjoy?" I asked my boyfriend as we walk down the street.

"it should."
"that's the problem then right.!"
"I guess so sweetheart."
my boyfriend isn't the best with emotional talks which is why I mostly tell all my "problems" to a friend of mine. he may not say a lot but I understand that he does feel sympathy. even though sympathy isn't exactly what I want. it shows he cares.....I think.
"I just wish all the fighting shit would stop I mean damn they put all that shit on me and for what." I'm raising my voice slightly which I try to control.
"maybe....they don't know that they are making you feel this way have you tried to tell them." he looked at me with that look of come on sweetheart look.
''no I'm kind of scared to.'' I look away from his maybe judging gaze I wouldn't know I didn't look.
''that is understandable, maybe try it out, it may work it may not.''
''that's true."
"I'm not trying to make you upset sorry you know I'm not good at this shit." he said while unlocking our hands and wrapping his arms around my shoulders instead .
"hehe its ok you didn't make me upset it just has me thinking now. maybe it will work. maybe it will not."  
"good."
we walk in silence the rest of the way after my not so little rant. we went on our normal weekend date. I love our weekend dates because I get away from my home and I get to hang out with the love of my life since we are usually busy with school work or just work in general.
it wasn't long until we found my street name being lit up by street lights. i was kind of disappointed. i wanted to stay with my lovely boyfriend some more but we had to go to hell tomorrow *cough* school *cough*
"alright baby i love you." by boyfriend said and kissed me on the cheek.
''i love you to." i give a soft smile.
''you need me you call me alright."
"you know it." i said giving a wink and walking inside my house leaving him to walk to his house alone.
i take off my shoes and go to the kitchen to get a drink off water and take my sleep medication. i personally don't like to take my medication i think its pointless.
on the way to my room i notice that my moms door is open. she's laying down with a bottle of booze with a crime show on. i decide to close he door. i do it quietly not wanting to wake up my most likely drunken mother.
i haven't seen my dad around the house maybe he is in the back yard working on cars its hard to tell.

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i sit at my desk trying to edit a essay. the essay isn't due for 2 more weeks but its better to have it out of the way right. my sleep meds are finally kicking in and i can barely keep my eyes open. i close my computer and take off my headphones which were blasting music.
And of course there is screaming from down stairs.
I think for a moment knowing that it isn't going to stop until one of them passes out so i go to the living room where the yelling is coming from.
''mom dad can you please keep it down i have school tomorrow''
''son tell your stupid mother to pout the acholic down and clean this filthy house!'' my dad says in a calm voice not yelling anymore.
''basterd imp not the only one who is supposed to clean this house."
my mother says not so calmly.
''listen ill clean the entire house tomorrow after school if you guys just be quiet so i can sleep.'' i plead very tiredly.
''sounds good to me you should start doing things around this goddam hell of a house.'' my mother says
''that isn't his job he has homework once he comes home and i have fucking work you stay at home its the least you can do!'' my dad isn't sop calm anymore.
i roll my eyes and go back to my room. i grab my phone and put on a sweatshirt.
"I'm going to Jayden's house.'' i yell so they can hear me over there own yelling.
''fine son'' my dad says obviously annoyed.
at this point i cant tell who i should feel bad for my mom or my dad.

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as soon as i reach the first streetlight i stop and sit down. its 12:00Am. i didn't know i had been working that long. i just hope Jayden is still up.
i find his contact and call him waiting for him to pick up.
by the third ring he picks up. god I'm lucky.
"sweetheart its almost 12:30 what's going on."
"can i please come over.'' i ask i feel bad he sounds sleepy i hope i didn't wake him up.
''of course you can. what happened though.''
''mom. dad. fighting. the normal. i cant sleep when there fighting and i kind of wanna sleep.''
''ok Wes, you want me to pick you up or....''
''no I'm going to walk i just wanted to see if it was ok or not''
''alright baby bye bye ill see you when you get here."
"bye''
I'm relived that he said yes if not tomorrows school day would have went by very well.
i get up and start my 10 minuet walk.

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''thank you for letting me come.'' i say walking into his bedroom.
''your welcome you know i wouldn't say no.''
he gives me a warm smile.
''what was it about this time?''
''well my dad is pissed that the house isn't ''clean'' even though all that needs to be done is the dishes i offered to do them once school was over but nooooo." i roll my eyes.
"my god your dad does know how to turn something small into something huge doesn't he." he gives a chuckle and so do i.
''i guess''
''alright alright we can talk more in the morning lets get to bed alright its late.''
''yes sir.''
we both laugh before laying down and closing ours eyes.
I'm a lucky ass boyfriend

a/n: yoooooo over 1000 words i told you all they would get longer!!!!!!!!!! sorry.

anyway I'm sorry for not updating ima TRY to update more but there are no promises I'm sorry also if you have any request like please give them to me i know these can get depressing so if you wanna see me write something i will write it sometime i promise

also times are hard right now......i do want to say if you are going to protest please be careful. thats all i ask there was one where i live and i wanted to go but my parents wouldn't allow it :( but if you do protest be careful!! BLM!!!

also happy pride month!!!!!!!!!! its finally here and hopefully a pride parade will happen.

and as always if you ever need anyone to talk to i am here :)

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