This is really hard. My life feels so weird right now. One minute I'm free, screwing whoever I wanna and not worrying about anyone or anything. Then Adrain comes back and screws it all up. I'm not saying it's bad. I love having her around and I wanna be with her. Even if she just came back. Even when we were young I knew there was something between us. She know all about me. Who better to be with? I just wish we didn't have to hide it. I throw my phone down and sigh. Adrain just dropped me off and now I wanna be around her again. Is it normal to be this clingy? To wanna be around someone this much? I look down at my phone. Should I? She just dropped me off, I shouldn't. I grab my phone and stare at the black screen. Just one text. :I know you just dropped me off, but I wanna talk to you.:(: I click send and put my phone down. I hope that didn't sound to clingy. I get up and walk into my bathroom, leaving my phone. I turn on the water and let the tub fill up. When it fills I sit down and the hot water surrounds me. I get completely relaxed until my phone keeps ringing and ringing and ringing loudly. I finally get up and walk into my bedroom where my phone lay vibrating on the bed. It's her. I answer and put the cold phone to my ear. "Hello?"
"Jessie!? I need help! I've been running from the cops." My heart beats quicken at her words.
"I'll see what I can do Adrain." I reply and stay in the phone with her but she doesn't say a word. I run downstairs and run into my mom.
"Mom can I barrow the car? I need to go pick someone up, please?" She simply points to the keys and nods. I rush to the keys and run out the door.
"Where are you?" I question. I am worried now. I hear her breathing hard. She must be running.
"Go to our special place!" She says and hangs up. I back out of the driveway and begin driving fast. After about 15 minutes I reach the big abandoned building. I park my car behind some trees and lock it up. When I get out I can hear Adrian breathing super hard. I walk towards the sound and I am met with a slouched shadow. "Adrain?" I say in a quiet voice. She gets up from the walk she was leaning against and walks over to me. Damn did she looks sexy. She throws her arm around me and leans on me without a word. I walk her to my car and sit her in the passenger seat. I crouch down in front of her and examine her face. She has blood coming from her lip and eyebrow. "What happened?" I try not to be loud.
"Uhh, I was at a club. Some dude was tryna be all up on me'nshit. I pushed him off but one thing led to another and I was on top of him, you know hitting him. One of the club people called the police and I ran from them." She must've been drunk cause she was slurring her words. I wipe some blood from her lip and sigh. Even when we were younger she was always the trouble maker.
"I'm just glad your okay, your coming home with me tonight." I tell her and she smiles that big beautiful smile. I walk over to my side after closing her door and hop in. I start driving and I feel a hand on my thigh. I immediately get chills all over. She's drunk. If she wasn't she wouldn't do this. I keep my eyes on the road and try not to crash. Until her hand goes further up on my thigh. The chills turn into heat and I gulp. Damn this girl is gonna make us wreck. Finally we reach the house. I shut the car off and look at Adrain. She was already staring at me. She looked so good right now. She has on a white t shirt with a leather jacket over it and she has chains. Damn. I look back up at her face and she is biting her lip. I look away and open my door. "Cmon." I say and smile at her. She struggles to find the handle but finally get out of the car. I walk to her side and she throws her arm around me again. I walk us inside and up the stairs to my bedroom. I sit Adrain on my bed and help her out of her shoes. She gets stuck in her jacket trying to take it off so I take it off for her. She begins taking her shirt off for some reason. She gets stuck in that to. I pull it over her head and gulp at the sight. Oh damn, she is to fine. I tear my eyes away from her beautiful tan skin and walk over to my side of the bed. "I'm gonna go get you some water." I say and walk out of the room before she could say anything. I walk down the stairs and grab a water bottle from the fridge. "Well hi there." I jump at my moms voice but then i wave at her.
"Whatcha doing?" She asks. I look down at myself. I don't have a braw on. I'm wearing really short shorts and my hair is messily in a bun.
"I just...I picked up Adrian." I say and clear my throat. She smiles. "I wanna see that girl. Where is she?" She asks.
"She is asleep actually." I say awkwardly and loud. Damnit. My mom gives me a weird look but nods and gives me a thumbs up. I walk up the stairs and hurry to my room where Adrain is spread across my bed. She looks up when she realizes I'm there. "Hey sexy." She says in a husky voice, giving me chills.
"I got your water." I say and she sits up. My eyes immediately scan her body once more. I hand her the water and sit on my side of the bed. I feel arms wrap around my waist and legs on either sit of me. She sets her head on my shoulder. I suddenly wanted to feel her skin on mine. I gulp and rest my hands on top of hers. I feel her smile and it makes me smile. "Jessie." The way she says my name gives me chills. I simply nod. "I want you so bad." Her words make my whole body hot. I turn to face her and I am met with hungry lips. Her lips are so soft but so harsh at the same time. She pushes me down onto the bed and get on top of me. She pulls my shirt up over my head and her hands run over my belly. The feeling of her skin on mine is amazing. But I want more. Her lips move from mine to my neck. I close my eyes and enjoy the feeling. She stops and I open my eyes, craving for her to continue. She was staring at my neck. "Your not get in trouble for that are you?" Her voice was deep and husky.
"Adrain!" I whisper yelled and smiled up at her. She returned the smile and kissed my lips softly. The soft kiss turned into a harsh wanting kiss. I ran my hands down her back. Her kisses go further down until she is at my chest. "Are you sure you wanna do this with me Jessie?" Her questions didn't mean anything at the time. I just wanted to feel her all over me. I nodded my head fastly and kissed her harshly. She smiled into the kiss and bit my lower lip. I gulp down the moan that was threatening to escape. I've never been insecure about myself during sex. So why with her? She must've noticed cause she kisses my head and smiles at me.
"Your so gorgeous." She says in a sweet voice. She crawls in between my legs and kisses my neck even more. Her hand tails down the skin of my stomach giving me chills like crazy. Her mouth moves lower and now she is at my nipples. She puts one in her mouth and it sends an amazing sensation through my body. Her hand is right between my legs when the door handle shakes. She stops and pulls the comforter over her. The room is dark, only lit with my dim lamp. My mom stands at the doorway and looks at me with a smile. I smile back at her. Adrain's head in on my chest and she has her eyes closed. Her hand continues moving. "You two having fun, talking about boys or something?" My mom has no idea I like girls. I nod and hold down a moan. She moves her hand faster and I close my eyes and bite my lip. "Are you okay honey?" Oh shit my mom. "Y-Yeah she's asleep on m-my leg." I answer and breath out hard. My mom laughs and walks over to me. Oh shit. She leans down and kisses my head, meanwhile Adrian's hand is moving faster and faster. I squeeze my eyes shut super tight and gulp down yet another moan. "Alright sweetie sleep well." With that she walked out of the room and closed the door. When I know she is gone I smack Adrain. "You asshole, let me get up." I say and she gets up. I sit up and now we are face to face again. I sigh and get up. I feel her watching me. I grab a shirt and throw it on. I walk into the bathroom and leave the door open. I look up at the mirror and she walks in to stand behind me. She wraps her arms around my waist. "I'm sorry Jes." Her voice sounded more sober.
"What even are we. I'm sorry that I'm ruining the mood or whatever but I gotta know." I say and hear her sigh. She rest her chin in my shoulder and looks at me through the mirror. "I can't really tell you if I don't know." Is all she says. I turn around to face her. She's right I shouldn't label shit. It's annoying. "I'm sorry Adrain." I say and she just stares at me. I kiss her softly and hug her. "I'm just glad I have you back." I say into her shoulder and snuggle into her.
YOU ARE READING
Unbroken bonds
Non-FictionAfter Jessie's best friend moves away, her parents get divorced she is forced to move from her dads (not that she is complaining). One weekend she goes to visit her father and has some unexpected company.
