Unbroken bonds

7. Together

I'm currently laying in Adrain's lap in my bed. We are watching a scary movie. It's been amazing since the car ride. Adrain is very protective though. I constantly have to have a hickey and if someone even looks at me she freaks. She has come over everyday since the car ride. The little red head girl keeps blowing her phone up and I hate it. "Jessieeeeeeeee" I hear a whiny voice say. I smile at that. I love when she says my name like that. For some reason my mind wondered to Olivia. I feel terrible for just leaving her like that at the party. I grab my phone and began texting her. Adrain looks down at my phone and makes a confused look. "I'm just apologizing for leaving her the other night." I explain but her face doesn't change. I send a quick I'm sorry text and put my phone down. Adrain's eyes don't leave me. "Yes?" I say sassily. She smiles down at me and kisses my nose. "Your just beautiful is all." She says and I immediately feel bad for being sassy. I smile back at her and lean up to kiss her. Until I get a phone call. I look down at the screen and I simply stare. Olivia. I answer and my stomach does a flip. What the fuck? "Hello?" I hear and her voice sounds shaky and sad.
"Hi, what's up?" I say awkwardly and Adrain gives me another confused look.
"Um, so you think I could see you?I really need a friend right now." Her soft voice melted me. I look at Adrain and she looks upset now. "I'll call you back."

"I'm gonna go talk to her baby. I'll be back. Is that okay?" I say and wait for a response. She simply nods and gets her keys. "Come back later Adrain!" I yell after her. I get up and walk into the bathroom, making sure I don't look like shit. But why does it matter what I look like. It's only Olivia. I roll my eyes at myself and walk out to my moms spare car. It's nice. I get in and drive to Olivias house which was only 10 minutes away. When I pull up she runs out. Her makeup is running and she has a black eye. For some reason the sight pisses me off. She hops in my car and tells me to hurry up and leave so I do. I pull into an empty parking lot and turn of the car. As soon as I stop she get out of the car so I fallow. She grabs handfuls of her hair a squeezes. I am standing like I'm stupid. She walks over to me and hugs the life outta me. I hug her back almost just as hard and rub her back. "What happened mamas?" I say in a soft, calm voice. She begins to sob into my shoulder.

"My-my mom found out I'm gay. She kicked me out. My grandma who was my best fucking friend hates me now. My father beat the shut out of me cause I'm a disgusting disgrace of a human" her words even hurt me. Damn. Her family is fucking trash. "Oh baby I'm sorry fucking sorry." I squeeze her tighter and run my hands through her long hair.
"I just don't know what to do Jessie" she sobbed out. "I'm sure you can stay with me Olivia, I have another room or you can sleep in mine. I got you Olivia, I'm here for you. Your not a disgusting disgrace. Your an amazing, smart, funny, gorgeous girl okay? Don't let no body make you think anything less than that." She sobs harder at my words. "Thank you so much. That means so much." Adrain is gonna be mad. But at this point she was just gonna have to get over it.

At the moment Olivias head was in my lap and I was playing with her hair. I feel the same butterflies with Olivia that I feel with Adrain. Why?! My phone buzzes a lot and when I pick it up I feel the blood drain from my face. "Hey baby, you home yet?" Adrain's voice sends chills through me. I gulp down my spit and answer her. "Yes baby." I say and then I hear her giggle on the other line. "What's weong Jessie, I can practically hear your nerves." Her question makes my whole body hot. "Nothings weong but Olivias here. Just so you know. I'd you decide to come back." I say and Olivia hey up from my lap and gives me a confused look. It was quite cute actually. This made me smile. I hear Adrain sigh on the other line and it takes my smile away. "It's fine I'll just come over tomorrow." With that she hung up. What was that about? Why was she so jealous all the time? I sigh and pit my phone down. Olivia grabs my hand and gives it a squeeze, making my stomach do a flip. Why do I feel this way about two people!? It sucks. Olivia lays back down on my lap and looks up at me with a smile. "So you and Adrain doing good?" Olivia questions.

"Yeah, she is just...really jealous. When I told her you were here she didn't wanna come and she hung up." I explain and Olivia made a sad face.

"I'm sorry, I really don't mean to be a bother." She looks away from me and sighs. I make her look back at me with my hand and boop her nose. With that she let out an adorable giggle. I simply smiled at her and all of her beauty. I took more time to examine her face. From her freckles I'm random places to her big beautiful lips, the way her eyes sparkles, how long and pretty her eyelashes are. Then Adrian came to mind. With her bright green orbs that sent chills through me. Her soft gorgeous lips that made me feel hot just by looking at them. Her freckles splattered across her face. Why was everything so complicated!? Olivia must've noticed my angry face. "What wrong princess?" Her voice was so gentle. I shake my head and sigh.

"I'm just really confused" I say flatly. Olivia gets up and looks at me deeply in my eyes. "At the party, I'm the kitchen. We're you just tryna get some? Or do you actually like me Jes?" Her question catches me way off guard. What am I supposed to say? I can't say anything. I am with Adrain. "I don't know. At the time, I was just mad and wanted to get my mind off things." I didn't know what els to say. I didn't wanna make her upset. She looks down and frowns a little. "But I-I-well you see, fuck. I do like you but I like Adrain to. I don't know what to do. I care about you both so much. I can't loose either of you. Ya know?" She looks up at me very confused. Then nods. "I understand."