𝙸 𝚆𝙰𝚁𝙽𝙴𝙳 𝚈𝙾𝚄 ✮𝙹.𝙹𝙺✮ ✔

ℂ𝕙. 𝟙𝟞: ℂ𝕠𝕟𝕗𝕖𝕤𝕤𝕚𝕠𝕟

My sobs were so loud that I couldn't even hear the shuffling noise of the leaves nearby notifying me someone or something is coming closer.

I buried my face in my knees muffling the sound of my sobs escaping from my throat.

Suddenly I felt a hand on my shoulder.

"You okay?"

It was him. The one whose voice always soothed me down. The one whose touch would send shivers down my spine. The one whose presence alone made my heart skip a beat.

It was him who I was in love with.

I wanted to jump up and shoot myself in his arms. I wanted to feel the warmth of his arms. I wanted feel that warmth his arm gave me which I felt the other night when I was trembling in fear.

But I didn't let my emotions take over me. I controlled myself. So I just lifted my head a little to look at him.

But before I could do so he hoisted my up by my arm and embraced me tightly. He gave me exactly what I was craving for.

And I loved it. I loved every feeling he gave me. I love him.

He pulled my head to his chest with one hand and the other wrapped around my waist. I also wrapped my arms around his neck.

I was sobbing in his chest really hard letting it all out. He was massaging my back. He planted small kisses on my head.

"Jungkook." I breathed out.

"Yes, Y/n?"

"Thank you."

"For?"

"For being here with me."

"Didn't I tell you I'll always be there for you?"

"Yes you did."

"And that's what I'm doing."

"Yeah......"

We were just silent in each other's embrace for a couple minutes. I had already stopped crying by then. Then Jungkook decided to break the silence.

"Y/n?"

"Hm?" I pulled back to look into his eyes.

"What happened?" His arms were still around my waist while mine were resting on his chest.

Should I tell him?

I really wanted to tell him. I wanted to trust him

So I told him everything.

I told him how I found the file and what was written in it. I told him how my father and Taehyung's death were linked. I also told him how my mother had been lying to me and had told me my dad just slipped off the stairs and hit his really hard on the floor.

I told him how I always thought somehow it was my fault but clearly it was the doing of someone else.

Jungkook just listened to all of my words and caressed my cheek in the meantime.

After I was done he pulled me in for another hug.

After he pulled back from the hug he was looking into my eyes lovingly.

"I'm sorry all that happened to you. I wish I could take away your pain."

I was overwhelmed by the sweetness he was showing towards me. I looked at his face taking in his beautiful features.

His gorgeous eyes which could turn from soft and gentle to scary and dangerous in a moment.

His soft cheeks which I really wanted to squeeze.

The smile from his bunny like teeth could melt my heart away.

His plump lips that I really wanted to kiss.

I couldn't hold it back anymore. He had shown me a lot of care. Too much care. I couldn't stop yourself from saying the next words.

"Can I kiss you?" My voice was just above a whisper.

His eyes became wide at my sentence. He didn't say anything.

But my adrenaline seemed to push me of my edge.

My hands snaked up to his collar. I pulled it to make his face come closer to mine.

And I crashed my lips onto his.

To my surprise, he didn't pull back. He arms tightened around me and he kissed me back with more intensity.

He wanted this just as much as I did.

But then........

But then he pulled back and gently pushed me back.

"Y/n, what are you doing?"

"Oh my god. I'm so sorry, Jungkook. I just- I just-" I tried to form words.

"You just what?"

"I just really like you. And I mean more than a friend way. I don't know when I developed these feelings but I can't bear to just stay as your friend." I confessed.

Jungkook exhaled deeply. "This is exactly what I was scared of. This is why I wanted to push you away. But I couldn't resist you."

"You don't have to resist me. If you feel the same then why don't we be together?"

"We can't be together. You won't understand, Y/n."

"Then make me understand. I won't judge you."

"Easier said than done. You don't know me at all."

"Then help me know you more. If you don't tell me no one else will. You wanted me to trust you and I do. Now I want you trust me."

Jungkook took a deep breath before responding.

"Do you really wanna know?" Jungkook asked with his eyebrows raised.

"Yes I do." I said confidently.

"I warned you, Y/n. So don't regret it later." He said looking deeply into my eyes.

I couldn't believe the next thing that happened in front of my eyes. I thought these creatures only existed in movies and books.

The boy in front of me turned into a...........