Kisses

Chapter 1

“Mwaaah” W.T. F
I looked at my best friend stupidly, shocked of what he did. He just kissed my neck, which is sweaty by the way and that makes me self- conscious. I am never self- conscious. Wait did he just licked it too? I don’t know what’s happening.

“ What the flock, Cade” I shouted, and he had the nerve to looked ashamed.

“Oh, sorry babe. You have sweat on your neck, and I don’t have my towel with me to dry it off so I kind of licked it.” He smiled!. Still looking dubiously at my best friend, confused , I just nodded. Eew by the way.

I don’t have to make it such a big deal. I should've known by now that Cade have no idea what boundaries were, especially around me. But he’s my best friend, and that’s what best friends do, right? And he’s sexy and still smells good after a good run, so it’s not that bad.

Wait, what did I just say? What is happening. Maybe  I’m hallucinating? Because of the run and I’m out of oxygen. Yes. That’s right.

“Come on, Cade. We should head back. ” I grabbed his hand, pulling him to where we just came from. “ And stop with licking my neck, or my sweat, just stop with the licking okay? We’re almost 18, you know. We’re not kids anymore. Licking right now is , you know...”

He won’t budge, so I turned to look at him and he’s pissed.

“...kinda weird” I trailed.

“But we just got here” Cade. He’ s starting to look disappointed, pouting his pink lips and taking his hands back from my grasp.

Oh I know what’s gonna happen here. He’ll start wobbling that pink lips and blink his eyes so fast you’ll think he need  to be exorcized. He’ll look at his feet and hunched so low you would think he’s the H.B of Notre dame. And just wait for a few moments and he’ll bawl his eyes out. God. I love this guy.

But before he’ll had the chance to guilt trip me I said,
“ We have to get back, you know I have a date with Liz, right? This is our anniversary, man. And I have a surprise for her. And it’s kinda big you know?” I winked at him. Hoping my crudeness and my joke would lighten his mood.

Tonight will be our first anniversary. Liz and I know each other as long as I’ve known Cade. We were classmates since pre-school. But we just started dating during 11th grade when Liz took notice of me. God, I remembered that day so well. I am smitten with her. She approached me after last period. Asked me for my number and if I want to watch the movies with her on the weekend. SHE ASKED ME FOR A DATE! And I know right there and then she is the one for me.

She is gorgeous, and kind, and smart  and confident and... she makes me happy. That’s why I’m gonna proposed to her tonight. And if she’ll say yes, we’re gonna get married after graduation. I am shaking with excitement , but also feeling a little nervous.

Cade doesn’t know about this plan. This is a surprise to Cade just as much to Liz. I’m gonna ask him to be my best man. But that would come after I execute the proposal to Liz.

“ This is also OUR weekend. Liz had her weekend last weekend. We’re supposed to have this weekend, you know, it doesn’t matter that it also happened to be your anniversary day. I should’ve taken last weekend to be OUR weekend and this weekend should’ve been Liz’s. So I get to have as much weekends as Liz.” Cade now is furious. And that is a lot of weekend in one exhale.

I know that bros before girlfriends but Liz put me first before her friends so I kinda have to do the same for her. I want to be her best and last boyfriend. Her boyfriend of the year and the next years to come. And that wouldn’t happen if I’m not with her hanging out and not prioritizing her.

“You know what, we’ll have two weekends in a row next week and the week after that. Just let me do this for her tonight, man. Pleeeassse” I hugged him and kind of beg him. I need this night to go smoothly as I planned.

I kissed his hair. Why does he smell good after sweating? Must be his superior breeding,  I laughed internally.  Cade is the son of the richest man of the state. Their family technically owns the whole state. His father is a business mogul or magnate , whatever, and his mom is an actress, a successfully retired actress. His twin sisters ten years older than him, have their own successful and wealthy lives already. So , Cade gets all the attention. But he still seeks mine, and that made me puffed my chest like moron.

I feel him hugged me back  and that releases all the tension between us.

“Oookaaay” he sighed and feel his lips against my chest. I know he’s sad, and I plan to make it up to him. Wait til he knows my surprise, he’s gonna be ecstatic.

He turned his head up so I kind of remove my face on his hair. I miss his smell already, something minty and sweet.

“ We have to get out of town or on my boat next week end and the weekend after that, your choice, so Liz can’t take you away, okay?” he said before I had the chance to interrupt him “ It’s on me, you don’t have to give me anything just be there. Please? I just miss you.”

He knows we were tight on a budget on the house, so I get why he said that. And he still wants me to go even I can’t contribute other than being there. So I nodded. I kissed his forehead to lessen his disappointment with me.

What happened next, made my heart stop and my stomach churned, and confuse the hell out of me. He tipped his feet, grabbed my neck with both his hands, plastered his whole body on my front and kissed me on the lips. On The Lips. This is not happening.

I can’t move. He slowly move his lips, trying to gouged a response, I guess. I can’t disappoint him again. I can’t. So I responded. He massages my nape, and I elicit, what the hell, a groan. I feel his tongue on my lower lip. I gasped, giving him access to my mouth. His tongue is sweet. I grabbed his hips, and feel him grind on my front. He moaned like a hurt animal. And that makes me more aggressive on him. He’s pulling my hair already, biting my lips and licking it. Afraid he’ll hurt me. And I do the same to him.

I like his mouth, surprise to find it so soft and sweet, possibly softer than Liz. Oh, Liz.

I remove my hands on his waist and stop responding , hoping he’ll do the same. After a few seconds, he stopped. Looked at me, and his eyes are almost black. His cheeks and neck are almost red, you’ll be nervous he’s having a heart attack. He bowed his head and jumped away from me. I looked at where he’s looking and shocked the hell out of me. He came. His short, even though it’s a dark green one, you can see that it has a wet spot.

“I...uhm... I’m sor.. sorry, Mad.” His eyes are so big.  He is as shocked as I am. “ I didn’t know what came over me. Please don’t get mad.”

He started crying. I grabbed and hugged him. “No it’s okay. I’m not mad.” I hold him on the shoulders, and urging him to look at me.

“Maybe you just missed me so much, I know, I missed you too.” I don’t know who am I trying to convince here. Dammit, Cade. Boundaries.

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