Kisses

Chapter 3

<Cade>

I didn’t regret it. Not one bit. Kissing him. Telling it to his girlfriend. Soon Ex-girlfriend.

She deserved it, I think. She should’ve thanked me. If I didn’t tell her how would she know that right? Because I bet that Maddox will never tell her about kissing a guy, a gay guy. I did her a favor and now she owes me. Now that she knows, and soon everyone will, she’ll break up with him and I know he will be devastated and heart broken but  I’m gonna be there for him. Waiting.

That is some evil thought, Cade. And I f***ing love it!

I believe Maddox can be turned. I sound like a vampire saying that. But seriously. HE KISSED ME BACK. Aggressively and passionately with some tongue action I might add. He is somewhat gay or curious, right? I just tried and hoped that when I kissed him that he wouldn’t beat and kick my a$s. But oh boy, was I shocked. He didn’t beat my ass but grabbed it instead kiss the living hell out of me. I should’ve stopped the time if I could. I would’ve trade everything I have just to be in just moment, kissing him.

I looked at our photograph, holding a copy of what I just send to Liz, Maddox’s girlfriend. I sent it to her before they had gone to their anniversary dinner date. This is the picture where Maddox and I are kissing, we both have our eyes closed, me grabbing his head with both hands and my a$s with his. We looked great together, if I say so myself. We looked… heated…in the moment, almost in love but I don’t wanna get ahead of myself, I know we’ll get there. Soon.

 Call me petty but I’m just tired of competing with Liz for Maddox’s attention. I don’t even get it with Maddox. She’s not even prettiest. Most girls at our school more beautiful than Liz, which is great if you ask me, not exactly a competition.

One more thing I don’t like about Liz is that she was always with him, asking him for gifts and expensive dates, calling and texting him especially when I am with him. She should’ve known that Maddox was a bit tight on the money and proud, which is a sh!tty combination, because he will try to please her no matter what. I wouldn’t do that to Maddox, if he was mine I would give him the world. I would give him everything. Everyf***ingthing.

F.Y.I, I was there for Maddox first. And I’ll be there when she left him.

<Liz>

That f*cking gay. F***ing f*gg*t!

He had the nerve to say this after what he'd done.
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April 15, 2021

From: Cade

Liz,

I know you deserve the truth. And I know that Maddox would never tell you this but you have to know. You know that I love him. I love him first. As you can see here in the photo, he did like it too. You deserve to be with someone who loves you completely and I believe that Maddox is not that someone.

I hope you have a good life. See you at school. Don’t be stranger.

P.S You owe me one.haha

Cade.
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I can’t believe that Maddox would do this. He’s a Catholic for shit’s sake. Didn’t Jesus said boys are for girls ? What would his parents say if they saw this? I know they don’t like that f** with Maddox. He may be rich but he’s still a freak. Why did he kissed him? I am disgusted, I feel like I’m gonna be sick. What had they done? Did they have sex?

I feel really sick right now. I’m almost at the toilet when I vomitted. F*ck.

I feel sh!tty these past few weeks. I’m on the pill and they had condoms so I know that I can’t get pregnant, right? Maddox is not the only guy I had sex with these past few days. As I’ve said, I've had  sh!tty days. So I bought some tests.Tests just to be thorough. I can’t do this by myself. What if Maddox is really gay? What would happen to this baby? I can’t do this alone.

I peed on the test. Not exactly on the stick but you get the gist. I did the procedure. I waited for few minutes. I don’t wanna look at it.

Just get it over with, Liz.

Two lines. Positive. F**k

Let’s just hope, baby, Maddox’s not a f*g too. I thought while rubbing my still flat tummy.
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I said I’m pregnant to Maddox and he doesn’t look exactly pleased. That is not a good sign. F*ck. If this blow up, I’m gonna kill that f***ing f*g for ruining this for me. I don’t like to settle for Luke or Benedict. God. Why did I even slept with those losers. Did she just called me fat?! God, he is mean.

You deserve this. Guess we don’t have to have paternity test after all.

“So you will marry me?” So he’s not gay? Does he really want to get married still? Or is he just asking me again because I’m pregnant? Either way.

“Okay”. Suck it, Cade f***ing Stilinsky!

 I’ll soon be Mrs. Maddox Watts Hale.