𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘯𝘦𝘸 𝘺𝘰𝘳𝘬 - roger taylor

happy birthday to me pt2.

july 19, 1974 - 10:54pm

" and that's how my first time drinking hardcore went " we both laugh as he took a sip of his alcohol.

josh took me to this beautiful restaurant for dinner. it caused us to dress up, but i can't complain.

" mine wasn't that bad nevermind " i laugh again as i felt a hand on my inner thigh. i continue to laugh as the waiter came over.

" would you guys like more drinks? dessert? " the waiter spoke.

" how about a sunset rum for the lady... " he spoke as i shoot a questionably look at him. i've never heard of such a thing, not knowing what was in it other then rum. he looks at me and smiles , " it's the one drink that you tried of mine and really liked. and then the brownie thing, thank you " he finishes speaking and looks over at me " you'll love it. "

i just smile and nod, of course i was having fun but i did kinda wish i was with lilly.

our dessert and my drink came. i tastes the damn thing and it was what he said it was, which put me at ease. we continue to tell childhood stories over the brownie sundae. before long we were ready to go.

i stood up, stumbling a bit, making both josh and i laugh. don't know if i accidentally drank too much or what.

" well damn " i spoke grabbing onto josh's arm as we walk out. the restaurant was only a few blocks  from my apartment so we walked. i rest myself on josh as we walked back to my apartment, giggling.

" i didn't think i drank too much " i laugh slurring a bit. josh laughs as well and smiles down at me.

" eh you drank a decent amount but so did i " he smiles and reassures me.

once we got upstairs i pull out my keys and unlock my apartment, josh walks in setting the left overs down. i didn't think anything of it as i close the door behind me.

he places his hand on my waist and began to kiss my neck. i laugh a bit thinking that it was an innocent little kiss. but his hand slid up my dress and then back down.

" not tonight josh " i giggle and slightly push him away, but he didn't listen. i grab his hand removing it from my leg and continue being nice about everything. i walk past him and take off my heels.

" what about a movie and popcorn? " i turn facing him and smile." i can go grab you some closes that'll probably fit so you can change. " i walk off into my room praying he understood what i said.

i pull out sweats and a oversized t shirt i owned. i'm meant with josh leaning against my door frame. i smile at him picking up the clothing.

" this is all i have, i hope it wor- "

" get on the bed "

" what? "

" get on the bed oakley " josh states firmly and louder this time causing me to jump a bit.

" what the hell " i said as he comes over and smashes his lips on mine.

" don't act dumb. you were all for tonight, with the tight dress and black high. being all handsie the way home. don't act dumb " he spoke kissing down my neck.

" josh please get off! " i raise my voice trying to remain as calm as possible. i did really like him but we were both drunk and i'm not ready to sleep with someone again.

he didn't listen. so many thoughts were going through my head. i try to shove him off of me with all my strength. he got lower and my knee shot up directly in his stomach. he grunts loudly letting go of me and reaches his stomach. my hands went up to my mouth in shock.

" you asshole! " he yells at me.

" nono josh i didn't mean to, it just happened. you weren't listening and- "

" fuck you oakley, fuck you. " i yells again. " no wonder only three of your friends showed up this morning. you're an ass to people. " he states again as he turns and walks out. the front door slams it shut not long after. i sat there in shock of what just happen and broke down.

something inside of me pulls me out of the spot where josh left me. i end up showering and crawling into pajamas.

it was around 2am and the phone beside my bed was blinding. pressing the button to hear what the voicemail was. a familiar voice speaks from the answering machine.

" hey oak leaf.. it's rog. i was just calling to wish you a happy birthday! i remembered from what you told me. " he laughs softly. " there's a lot i want to catch you up on and um.. apologize for. i should probably be telling you this with you on the other side of the phone but it's been bothering me. i'm sorry for a few weeks ago. i didn't remember any of it. john had to tell me and i was just speaking bullshit. we all miss you and lilly. call me back whenever you can. but happy birthday oakley! i miss your pretty face. talk soon " my room was silent after. i instantly called back right away knowing he was probably asleep still but i did it anyways. a voice spoke from the other side softly and tiredly.

" hey oakley! "

" hi roger. " my voice cracke as a spoke. i have never been so happy to hear one persons voice.

" how was your birthday? " he questions.

" pretty shit honestly " i laugh, the words causing me to cry more.

" oh..wanna talk about it? " his words sound sympathetic and sweet.

" please? "