LOVING THE NERDY GIRL

😂THE PAST😂

After the announcement , we had normal classes and all I could do was concentrate on my work and have a boring and usefull classes. I left for home thinking that I don’t had to go home today. All the time I have in college is more enjoyable to me then my life back at home.

I love my family and all I could do was just imagine my life if my parents would be alife. I could not leave without them alone. I was sixteen when my parents and my younger sister died in a car crash. It was the worst day of my life. From that day I had a life of unmeaningful days. Never did one day I did not miss him.

My anuty had my custordy but living with them turned me into what I am today. I ran from there when I turned eighteen. The night of my birthday, they all had been in Newyork for their business meeting. I took all the money that was in the house and transferred all my parents bank account into my new account. I took what belonged to me and left.

I moved into my apartment where we used to life before my parents died. I had given he quarter of it to rent so I could pay off my school fees. I leaved in the rooms that my family had spent most of their times.

After I turned 18,the court even gave me a permission that I could stay on my own and it has been a year from the last time I saw them.

Staying with my uncle was one thing in my life that I could erase but I can’t help it. It has a bad mark on me that would not go away even if I try.

I started to live life just the way it was supposed to be and I am happy being alone and hoping that I wouldn’t see him again in my life.

At home I usually do my homework and sleep. That same routine continues for every day. Sometimes I even eat a lot when I am really missing someone, I guess that’s why I got fat. I have been avoiding my meals for the past few weeks and guess I have little bit of weight.

From the days my parents died I have lost everything in me. My love,my life,my happiness,my simile. From that day I have never similed not even my chicks went up a little bit due to the most funniest joke made by any body. My mum was my llife.

I never did took her for serious but she always told me that you would regret every second when I am gone you would know the true meaning of love of the mother, the pain of a mum when I child talks back to you, when they don’t listen to you or when they blame you for being strict and you feel they hate you that feel like hell.

Mum I do reget it now. Mum I want to tell you that I never took you for granted but it did made me angry sometimes but I never hated you. You were my life,happiness and my simile. You gone feels like a stone in heart that is their and never go, that  I am in a jungle hunted by darkness that calls my name and never replies back any question. I want to cry but I don’t have any tears left, I even haven’t cried when I saw my whole family in the boxes never going to open their eyes again.

I did my usual routine today and went to sleep.

The bright rays of sun hit my face trying to makee my morning a beautiful and happening one but it ever woken my enthusium even more it gave me a speech of my goal being away and me begin so behind to reach it. I wanted to reach the post that my parents could not even imagine to see me their and I knew it would not be easy but I trusted myself morethen anyone would had their trust in me.

I always belive if you don’t trust yourself strongly then not even the father of heaven can make you win the battle.

I went for a jog so that i could visit my family's grave yard. Tofay was the day their died and it has been two years.

Sfter spending some time i came back home. Today is the worst day of my life.

I did got ready and caught the same old and boring bus that always remaind me of how stupid some people can get. As I climbed the stairs of the bus I show Mia and Maiden in the front seat. Mia smiled at me.

I knew Mia told me that she is my friend but sometimes I think I really don’t get what she wants,how she behaves. I don’t know, I guess people are just two sided. Like usual I ingored them an had my seat beside the window.

“ I wonder who will be in my group.” Mia fired back. I knew she was just trying to avoid the topic because I was their but sometimes I think she might also talk about my apperance and gossip to them.

After what I had being through in life it was hard for me to trust anyone cause I knew that your closess one can wish for your death.

They got busy in their own world and I started reading my story books. In school it happened just like we were told to do. All were busy with their groups talking, I saw all the groups. Maiden’s hot listed chick and hotees group,the fotballers, the nerds which I belong to logically but I ought to be alone. And the rich hot boys group. I saw all their nervous faces and tired to ingore them and made my way to the library cause I wasn’t afraid like the others from being the one to get punished.

I entered the library I found out that I was the first one to be in. I made my way to the registration counter and I saw the principal their with Mr Pritz.

“ morning Mr Pritz and Mrs Fikar.” I said as they turned towards me. They both had a bright simile on their face and can tell that they just kissed before I entered as Mrs Fikar is blushing a lot.

Ohhh…………… actually Mrs Fikar and Mr Pritz were dating each other for the past two years and they both seemed deep in love every day. I wonder how can someone love the other person this much.

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I wonder who will be in Sia's group.
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