Sometimes you don't know what to do. Sometimes you hate yourself for your past. Sometimes you punish yourself for the deeds and crime that you never did... Sometimes you wish you were not born but remember if god takes the loved one then he also gives the one shoulder that you can cry on....
Sia's prov
I woke up when my alarm when on for the fifth time. I am not a morning person. I always place the alarm one hour aheard from the desired time so that i could be up.
I off the alarm and went to the bathroom to do my daily routine and have a peaceful shower. A long shower always help me relax.
I got dressed and show my self in the mirror. I was surprised that i had red eyes. I did not know till what time i cried out on myself.
I did some make up to hide my bruises. Yes....you heard it right i have bruises on my skin and it's due to my last fight.
Man whoever he was he can hit hard. Well i started fighting two years ago. This is the main reason why i lost so much weight.
I am known as Mr Impossible in the fighting world because since last two years i took down the fighter with unbeaten record. I guess for a fighter who was just staring was a pretty impressive turn since than people choose to call me Mr Impossible but not every one knows that the Impossible man is actually a girl.
I fight to release my angry and frustration. Guess its a way to make myself come at peace.
I quickly did the makeup and ran out to the bus station. It's not like i don't have a car, but i really don't like to show people who i am in the real life. It good that they know that Sia is a nerd and a bit too rude. They have no idea of my real life expect for Mia.
Mia is with me since I shifted to my new apartment. We know each other from childhood but this past few years she has really grown close to me but still I don't feel comfortable telling her about my past. She had asked me alot about this but all the time i ditch the topic.
I had another fight today and a racing. Well, i am not a perfect race car driver but i had won some off it. I think I like racing more than fighting. On Tuesday, Thursday and Sunday's i race and the rest day's are for fighting.
I like to keep my self busy so i don't get my mind back to the memories that i hate the most.
I never relax or sit ideal. Since this past years i even did not enjoy for a single second all I wanted was never remember anything.
The school went pass by time. I was gald that all period was over
And i could go home and study before going for my matches. To i only had racing but some fighter challenged Mr Impossible and i like it when someone challenges me.I looked at my watch and then i remembered.... oh shit
I totally forgot about the project meet.I quickly ran to the library and show that the group was busy doing their own personal job.
Simmon and Jerry talking about something, Margen as always busy with books and Aaron was busy on his phone while Maiden she was trying to get his attention. She had saddenes on her face when Aaron finally said something. I wanted to laugh the hell out. She looked so funny. Never the less, she wasn't worth my time. I need to finish this fast as I can and get back home or less i would be late for my matches.
I pulled the chair out and set besife Aaron. I don't know why i have to sit beside him.
" Sorry guys, had some errands. Hope you don't mind" i lied and i don't know why i did it? It just came out of my mouth.
" Not at all, Sia. You are the queen. You can come anytime you want. We are all stupid sitting here waiting for you"
I rolled my eyes.Oh Maiden, only if you knew who I am then you won't dare to say a word to me. But leave it at least sometimes she becomes my entertainment girl.....
" I am not in mood today, Maiden. So cut this crap cause I need to finish this fast" i replied back to her...
" Hey, Sia you ok?" Margen asked looking concerned. Why would i be not ok? Oh...maybe she noticed that i did not snapped back at Maiden.
Man, i really want to do it but i can't waste my time today.
" Yaa, i am fine. So were are you guys up to?" I asked them
And getting back to serious.................
After almost two hours we turned off u was the first one to be out of the library and then when i saw Mia coming towards me happily, jumping.
Oh.... She knows.....again
Mia has a separate room for herself cause she sends most of her nights at mine rather than her family. Well, what can she even do her parents are always on world tour, her family has a world tour company and its a major reason her family could not stay with their only daughter but i guess Mia never gets worried about not being able to spend time with her parents.
She came and gave me a tight hug.
Sia- " Mia, you will kill me!"
Mia-" Oh sorry"She removed her hands and i took a breath. God, she.. can hug.
Sia- " Please don't tell me that you two are up again."
Mia-" Sia, you know how much i love him."
Sia-" dude, did you even hear it for yourself."
Mia-" ok, Fine. I don't love him and neither does he love me. It's just for fun."
Sia-" Yaaaa.... I have been hearing that for almost two years now. You haven't told your parents yet. And remind why you don't have this fun at his house."
Mia-" ohh.. Come on. I know you have your fig...."
Sia- " Shut the fuck up, you know you can't say it. And promise to god Mia if anyone ever finds out about this side of me in college i will not hesitate to pay for hospital fee for a week."
Mia- " Sorry. It was just. Ok forget about that. So can I..."
Sia-" I'll be out by 8.00 and in my 1.00 so make sure you are done till then and remember only in your bedroom. Not any where else in my house. "
Mia-" I love you."
I asked Mia to drop me home cause I have missed the bus and walking would take half an hour to reach my place.
I made my self coffee and started doing my homework.
I finished my walk and took a relaxing shower. At 8.00 I have my race and at 10.00 I have to only an hour left. The race are always held at the south end off town and my house is in the north well I don't need to worry because I am a race car driver.
I got ready and my hoddie on so no one can recognize me. I heard the door bell ring..
Sooo early.... some day i will truly kill Mia.
I opened the and started to walk inside without glancing towards her.
" i told you I would be out by 8.00 and why do you have to ring when you have the keyyyysss..........." I took my sandwich and turned towards Mia and show the person that i never thought of....Aaron Bleek.
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