LOVING THE NERDY GIRL

😒 LEAVE ME 😒

Guess that not every one wants to be loved..... not every one gets the chance to love.....but ehen we have the moment its a heaven u see even u being alive in your skin...
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Sia's prov

After talking with Aaron i found myself being relaxed. I was surprised when i saw Aaron following me but i did not had any sense to confront him.

I was surprised when i opened up to him so easily and was about to tell him everything. I had never smiled but with him i even smiled without any reason.

When he hugged him, i was so relieved. It felt like i have someone. It gave me a feeling that everything is ok. I felt like i was at home.

This feeling is weird. Next morning went the same. I woke up, got dressed and caught the bus to school.

I did not wanted anymore problems today so i thought of wearing a black hoodie so that i could avoid all the stares and especially Maiden.

Well, the first three period went as planned. After my peaceful and educational class i went to my locker to put my books.

I liked it that no body said anything about yesterday. So thankful.

" So you are hiding from me haa" i heard a voice say from the back and i turned around.

" And their i was wondering if my day got get worse." I wispered and started to move towards the cafeteria. Aaron followed me.

" soo, what did you thought."
I looked at him curiously.
" what you forgot. You said you will go out with me if i didn't drop you."

" Aaron, why are you doing this?" I asked him after he took his seat beside me and everyone present in the cafeteria had their eyes on us.

" I am just asking you out. Is something wrong in that?" I looked at everyone. My eyes landed on Maidens group. All their group members wanted to kill me now vit Mia had shock written on her face.

" No but i told you that i hate attention and now due to you every girl present in this cafeteria wants to kill me now with their looks."

Aaron looked around and laughed as if i said something and i looked at him angrily.

" What? They are looking at you like that cause they know they can't have the chance that you have now, which you are throwing away like a stone. You if i ask anyone in this room right now they will say yes in less than half a second." He said and i went more angry on his comment.

If any one is there to go out with then why haven't i ever seen him with any.

" Oh, Sorry for your inconveniences Mr Breek. If you think that anyone would want to go with then go ask them. Why are you wasting your time on me" i almost yelled at him.

" Do i smell jealousy?"

" Why would i be jealous? I mean you are ......" i could not even finish before he cut me off.

" Stop lieing."
" i am not lieing and please Aaron can you go?"
" say yes"
" No"
" then i will not go"
" Aaron get lost"
" No, say yes first"
" no"
"Yes"
"No"
"Yes"
"No"
"No"
"Yes"

SHIT..Aaron i will kill you.

" thats cheating" i said while pointing a finger towards him.
He held my finger in his and said
" Be ready at 8.00. Wear something comfy. I don't want our first date to be boring and akward."

I was shocked. Did i hear him correctly. Did he say Date.
I mean a couple date.
Aaron is taking me on a date.

" Ohh, you look so quite." He said to me and i removed my finger from his. I gathered my books and said " No, i am not going on a date with you."

He chuckled. I walked away from him and i heard him screaming.
" Yes, you are."

I can’t belive that Aaron wants me to go out. I attended my last peroid. I still can’t belive what I heard or was he saying something else and I heard him wrong.

Oh, Sia forget about him and just remember one thing that you can’t let anyone come near you. You can’t let someone to be close to you. You can’t let someone love you and you can’t love someone.

I was making my way out when I saw Aaron and his group taking. I tired to avoid him but I guess luck is not with me today.
“ Yeh, Sia. Wait.” I let out the last breath and turned towards him.
“ So, you ready to go out?” he said to me while his friends was full on staring at us.

“ I said No,Aaron.” I replied back to him but some way deep down in my heart I knew that I really wanted to go with him but I also knew what will be its consequences.

When I said that his face fell. Does he really wants to go out with. I somehow figured out that he might be playing aaround with me and now
“You said Yes” he wispered.

“ Yaa, but I am busy today.”
“Busy as in” he asked me whiling folding his hands. I tried to guess anything on my dish.

“lots of homework and I told you before go after some other girl not me. Please Aaron there are way more problems already and I don’t need a new one so please, I beg of you. Just leave me alone.” When I said that I left Aaron behind and worked away from him. I knew that he was hurt but I know Aaron that is less painful than you being with me can give you pains more worse than this.

I got home and went to my family room. I stood infront of my family photo, it looked so beautiful and we were so happy. A simile came on my face. I sat on the armchair situated rightinfront of the larg photo frame.

“ hy, I know that you saw what ever happned today. I can’t let someone else get hurt just because of me. I can’t let someone love me. I know, I know that you want to see me happy,I know that I am the reason that you are not here with me, I should have left my life live the way it is.

I still blame myself for running away from home that night. I still hate myself for challaning him………..” I cried my self out that night. I did not sleep the whole night.
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