His Little Space bakugou

NOT the end

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This has some triggers so please make sure to read carefully do not! Read if you can't I'll put a warning when it happens

It was becoming obvious katsuki was fighting his head space Mina and kirishima have tried to put him in calling him his favorite pet names, only letting him drink from sippy cups, and having him were pull ups for bed (the only time he would slip even a little) the worst part is he still won't talk kirishima has gotten a lot better at reading it but he's no professional katsuki is going to school again and surprisingly only signs to midoriya actually bakugou only Interacts with kirishima Mina and Izuku the class was concerned but what could they do? He won't even look at anyone but the Treo this is until they made him snap

"Hey bakugou why don't you speak any more sometime wrong~" uraraku said todoroki coming close behind her there voices bakugou thought
"come on katsuki~" Shoto said
"Its ok I give you permission~" uraraka purred
Katsuki sweat dropped it was them
Bakugou shook his head this couldn't be happening there's no way n-no
A dark shadow crossed over Shoto's face "I said TALK" *SLAP* katsuki grabbed his face were he was slapped "o-ok" is all he said
"What a pathetic slut" uraraku giggles
"We should play with him~" todoroki suggests
"We should" is her response
They both grab katsuki by the arm and pull him out of the common room up to Shoto's dorm
"Hay what are you doing with katsuki?" Kirishima asked taking hold of his friends shirt
"What's it to you" uraraku spat at him
"Um he's my best friend and your dragging him   away plus he looks uncomfortable" kirishima said back taking katsukis arm and pulling him to his dorm "are you ok katsuki?"
Kiri asked
Katsuki falls to the floor sobbing he hugs his knees and puts his head in his lap surrendering in too a ball kirishima immediately runs over grabbing katsuki in a hug
"I-I-It's t-t-t-th-them" he Sobbed out
"What Kat who's them are you ok"
Katsuki kept sobbing
"G-Go away" he cried
"What? Why Kat-"
"DONT CALL ME THAT! IM NOT LITTLE AND I DONT WANNA BE"
"Katsuki come on what's wrong?"
"I SAID GO AWAY YOU MAKE ME FEEL VULNERABLE AND I HATE IT I-I HATE YOU JUST GO AWAY!"
"Katsuki you don't mean that do you I thought I was your friend"
"THANGS CHANG SHIT HEAD I HATE YOU AND I ALWAYS HAVE JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!"
"But k-Kat" he sobbed
"OUT NOW" he pointed to the door and kirishima left silently and looking like a kicked puppy
⚠️ warning ⚠️ also listen to the song now
When he was gone Katsuki fell onto the floor again crying
Of course you just have to push everyone who gets close to you in the most violent way why can't you just let anyone in!
The voices continued in his head telling him all sorts of things from mean to down write criminal the last thing the voice said to him kind of stuck
The world would be better off without you~
Maybe so but was he ready to leave?  He had so much to live for people who loved him so why did he wanna go so badly? Then it hit him he was nothing he was literally nothing worth crying about or feeding or just living he didn't deserve it! Plus why live in a Society like this anyway? People killing people for no good reason people who call themselves hero's who are only in it for the pay and fam or when there are good heroes who do what there supposed to do the Don't get payed enough and have to ether work more jobs, quit, or give up what it really means to be a hero if you don't leave a Legacy then no one's going to remember you In 100 years we live for nothing! We are nothing! So why try to be anything because that's the world we live in so with that realization Katsuki was going to end it he was going to kill himself he needed to write letters but to who?
Deku
Kirishima
Mina
Tsu
And that's it time to write

Dear Izuku,
       I know this might be a surprise or not I'm not sure. I know if no one else is sad I'm gone you will be I'm so sorry for making your life a living hell I guess I was just pushing my insecurities onto you that doesn't make what I was doing any better I love you Izuku like a brother thank you for giving me the best years of my life I know you probably won't believe me when I say I remember almost every day we hung out I guess I was just scared to let them go your going to be a great hero #1 even your going to be a real hero like Mr.Aizawa
Love,
Katsuki

Dear kirishima,
Thank you from the bottom of my heart for being there for me even when you found out my secret you know I've had the biggest crush on you since the beginning of the year you probably hate me after I yelled at you but I love you and you made me not happy I don't think I can even be happy anymore but the closes thing to it yes I did commit Suicide but I'll still be watching over you I hope you become the hero you've always wanted to be
Love,
Katsuki

Dear Mina,
Hi Mimi thank you for the amazing times we've had together I love you so much! Thank you for always being there thank you for taking care of me thank you for being there when no one else was I'm so sorry I had to leave you like this I just can't do it anymore please don't blame yourself please I want you to be that happy self you are I know it's going to take time to heal and I get that so please please take care of yourself like you took care of me and Tsue I love you both so much Mimi please stay safe
Love,
Katsuki

Dear, Tsue
My sisters that's how I see you that's how I've always seen you since you started hanging out with me and Mimi I'm sorry I'm leaving you like this but I just can't do it anymore I love the times we've had going to the beach house coloring together watching Disney movies having deep conversations sticking up for each other I'm going to miss you and your going to miss me and I'm so sorry for that

Love,
Katsuki

I put the letters all together and sneak out of my dorm and slip the letters under there doors it's 2am on a school night so I hope there asleep after I deliver all of them I go back to my dorm I have my Anti-depression pills on the counter I don't take them they make me feel off like I'm not myself I grabbed them and a glass of water and downed the bottle I get into bed knowing that it will take a little bit of time for it to kick in plus I wanna go in my sleep just seems so.... peaceful not even 10 minutes later lights out

Kirishima POV
I look over to my clock and see it's almost time to wake up I get up kind of Hazley and step on something did I leave this peace of paper on the floor? What is it anyway then I start to read.

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Hey guys gals and non binary pals (not my saying got it from the Internet)
That's it end of book one I know I know but the next book should be out soon also the last thing I'm doing a Q and A for this book me and most of the characters also 20k omg I'm so happy originally I had a different idea but I got into a fight with my boyfriend and needed to do something so this is what you get any way love you guys bye
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