Journey of a Transgender Teen (ftm)

Coming out to close friends

Around June after a couple months of questioning, I came to the conclusion that I was definitely trans and decided to come out to a close friend (Lets call her Maya), I made plans to meet up with Maya at a local shopping centre (Mall) we walked around for a bit before I took her to a cafe, we sat in the back corner and order something to eat after eating i told her I was Trans, It took her awhile to realise what i had said but she accepted I was so so so so happy that i had the courage to call my other 2 friends (Lets call them Tristan and Ella) when i called them in our group chat and told  them i was Tran they immediately called me a disgusting freak and i should die, I was so shaken up because they were my best friends i never thought i would hear those words from them, I was frozen in shock not realising i was still with Maya she shook me back to reality and then pulled me into a huge bear hug. I can still hear their words ringing in my ears to this it was so horrible i haven't talked to them in 3 year but i don't miss them