Being a Kpopper is hard?

Chapter 13: HELP!!! JEBAL!

Help me! Please! I'm now here in the point where Kpop takes over.

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Everybody in my class now knows I like kpop and they all say, "She likes kpop..." "Kpopper!" It's not really a tease, it's more of an insult? Yah, and they also say, "Anya, you lost your fun. You're so quiet." And I'm like, in my head "Excuse me??" I feel like all my friends are weirded out just because I like kpop. They support me, A BIT. But it's weird. It's good coz my grades are getting higher, my skin is pimple-free >o< but I've become more quiet. Like WHHYYYYYY????? Maybe it's because I'm not confident talking about kpop. *sigh*

Also last week, I was watching a K-Drama in my phone, My love from another star, then my eomma saw me watching. Then she's like, "What's that? Why are you watching that? Don't watch that..." she got mad and I got teary eyed a bit. Not because she doesn't support me, but because I was on episode 19 and it was only 21 episodes!!! All the effort! All the staying up late at night to watch 2 episodes each!!!! Huhuhu...but it was also coz she doesn't support me in liking Kpop. Like, what's wrong with liking Kpop? It's not a sin or something. Like hello??? Ever since I started liking kpop, I'm like top 1 in my class -_-

Also I can't balance kpop with my friends. What should I do? I can't just ditch them and move on to a new set of friends coz they mean so much to me. Please help me, leave in the comments what I should do or you could PM me. I'm serious.

Yes, l know you should just ignore them and be proud of kpop but please, I need more answers because I already tried doing those things. ㅠ.ㅠ

How do I balance my time? Should I have a time-out-for-kpop-week? Should I stop liking kpop? (Okay pretend I didn't say that ¡_¡ VIXX is coming... *thunder* they've come for us, RUN!!!) What should I do please?!