Jimin Angsts

best of me | jungkook angst ft. taehyung

!!HELLLO THANK U FOR 100k i hope u enjoy this short one hehe!!

- italicized words r past memories btw!

- inspired by a jollibee commercial HAHAHA

"i need a break." you looked into his eyes but he tried his best to avoid your gaze. "what? why?" you say trying to hold back your tears that were ready to fall out any second now. "i just. i need space. i need to be by myself with no distractions to just. focus on..me." you took a step back not believing what he just said.

"so i was just a distraction to you this whole time?" you ask while furrowing you're eyebrows, this time, he was looking at you. "no , i'm sorry. i didn't mean it that way. i just worded it wrong." you didn't know what to say to him. your mind was all over the place. did you do something bad? did he find someone else? did he really not love you? all these questions entered your mind and you hoped that they all were false and that he truly did love you. you were wrong though. if he did love you, he'd stay.

"i get it, jungkook. hopefully we can still be friends." you say with a fake smile, trying to hide the fact that you're literally BROKEN.

"i'm really sorry." you nodded and he headed for the door.

"boo! here you go!" you yelled as you put the bag of food in front of his face. "what are you doing here? i have practice." he sounded serious and looked somewhat???annoyed?? "i'm sorry. i just thought you were working too hard and i just i thought you were hungry so i bought you food but i didn't know you'd be angry about it i shouldn't have came i'm sorry." you didn't like when jungkook was like this. you felt too clingy at times like this and you were worried maybe he'd get tired of it.

"baby!!! do you wanna watch that new horror movie?? i heard it's REEEALLY scary!!" you say as you put your arm around his shoulder. "y/n, i'm tired. maybe another time." you removed your arm from him and looked down. "but you promised we'd hang out this week. you've been busy and i never get to see you. and plus, today's the last showing. are you sure you don't want to go baby?" you looked into his eyes and he looked like he had enOUGH.
"y/n, please? i'm seriously so stressed right now and you're just.... being too much." you tried your best not to tear up. instead, you just apologized and gave him that :)), you know the USUAL.

"it's too hot." he says while fanning himself. "i GOT YOU." you brought out two mini fans from your backpack and put them in front of his face, circling around him. "y/n, what are you doing?" he said while looking down. "i'm fanning you dummy!" he looked around and the people near you and told you to stop since people were staring.

"i don't know guys. he said he wanted space. am i too much?" you sighed and ranted to your friends. maybe if you were less clingy you'd still have a boyfriend right now.

"y/n...look." your friend handed you her phone and you saw a picture of your boyf- ahem. ex boyfriend with another girl. his arm was wrapped around her and they both looked,,, happy together. you stared at the picture in disbelief and let your tears just fall on your friend's phone. "i'm so sorry, y/n." you smiled at her and shook your head. "no no. it's ok!"

"guys i'm gonna go to like starbucks or wherever. i'll see you monday." you got up and grabbed your keys.

"caramel frap with extra caramel!" you got up and reached for your order, but instead of grabbing your drink, your hand grabbed someone else's. "oh uh. i'm sorry." you say, quickly removing your hand from his. "it's alright. i think this is your order by the way. i don't remember my name being, y/n. wait??
y/n, as in ?? ninth grade??" you tilted your head a bit in confusion because you had no idea who this man was. "it's me! kim taehyung!" as soon as you heard his name, you knew exactly who he was. he was that kid who never really talked and ended up moving in the middle of the year. you always found him cute, but never had the balls to tell him.

"oh! i remember you!" you say while admiring the way his eyes twinkled from the lights. "do you maybe wanna grab a seat and catch up?" you nodded and walked with him to an empty seat.

long story short after two months, you both became a couple. he helped you get over jungkook, even though it was hard, like REALLY HARD. you'd see him around campus with his new girlfriend. he'd walk past you without even saying hi or smiling as if you two were never together when you CLEARLY STATED that you should stay friends at the very least. >:(

as for taehyung. he was supportive and patient with you. he held you every time you cried over jungkook. he made you laugh and most importantly, he made you feel loved.

"wooooo!!! that's my boyfriend!! number 13!!! that's all me!" you yelled as your boyfriend threw a three pointer. he looked at you and smiled as he blew kisses your way. as you smiled back, you noticed someone glaring at you. it was jungkook.

"baby! wait i got you food!" you yelled at taehyung, outside of his class. "aww! baby you didn't have to." he said as he pinched your cheeks. before you were about to walk away he called out your name and blew you kisses. you were both throwing and catching kisses at each other, not caring about what people thought. you finally told him to go inside of his class which made him..pout 🥺

what you didn't know was that jungkook was watching the whole time. "i'm the one who left her. but why am i the one who isn't happy?" he regretted everything.

he missed your late night calls. he missed your pet names. he missed the way you'd ask him if he ate almost five times a day. he missed the way you always checked up on him. he missed how you'd always try your best to make him smile. fuck. he missed you.

his girlfriend barely even asked if he ate or how he's doing. he wanted you back.

"why did you want to meet up, kook?" you ask while taking a bite out of your brownie. jungkook looked at you with sad eyes. you were so innocent looking and he just missed how you'd always call him kook, jeon, baby. all of your pet names for him. he missed it.

"i'm sorry. y/n, i'm so fucking sorry. i love you. i shouldn't have let you go. i'm sorry. i need you back." you saw his eyes got watery and you immediately handed him a tissue. "hey hey. don't cry, jeon." you saying that didn't really work because he was full on crying. "please. i don't like seeing you like this, jungkook." "please take me back."

after he calmed down a bit, you grabbed his hand and led him outside of the cafe to a park you two always went to. you both sat on the bench and you let go of his hand.

"i loved you jungkook. i really did. you'll always have a special place in my heart. well because you're my first love right?" you said facing him, noticing how his eyes were welling up with tears again.

"but.. i found someone else now. i think we're perfect for each other. even if he knows there's someone out there better than me. he chose to love me like i am the best, jeon. i love him." his tears were falling and his cheeks and nose were red. you hated the way you made him felt. some part of you wanted to hug him and tell him that you'd take him back, but you're too in love with taehyung. he was the one for you.

you wiped jungkook's tears and gave him a sincere hug. "i forgive you, jeon. i really hope you find someone who is perfect for you. lets stay friends ok? i have to go now. get home safe okay?" he nodded and wiped his tears with his sleeves. you gave him one last hug before you left him alone on the bench.