radiodust: The unlikely duo

alastors confession

As alastor tended to Angel to see if he had any wounds on his bed alastor spoke up with "Have I told you about why I killed people and my prefered victims?" Angel a bit nervous of the truth hesitated a moment then remembered he mentioned it before and asked "I think you have but I forgot some of the details. Last I heard I wasnt off the stuff." Alastor sighed with "One day I was hunting for food I moved out the city into my parents old hunting cabin the only thing we had left the banks couldn't take. was after the market collapsed and after I lost my job as a radio host. I told you about my mother and father but my sister....I got home to find them confonted by some men my father was tied up.

Alastor audibly cleared his throat. "Keep in mind we had a bad spell with food my father was mostly gone presumably to help me with food. Turned out he had a debt he built up and ripped off the men. I had a revolver other then my rifle for in case some of the more dangerous local wildlife charged me but they were armed about 3 of them. My mother and sister. She didnt deserve any of what happened."

Alastor sniffed a tear falling with "Those animals excuted them like criminals! They shot my father and the two people that I saw as truly innocent. My father wasn't a good man but the fact they involved two of the people keeping me stable was what many could say was a breaking point. I killed them. I injured the ring leader. I took my time with him. He confessed that his boss had them killed of all things a pocket watch. My father apparently pickpocketed him after a beating when asked about money. Over a damn watch."

Angel grabbed alastor by the cheeks kissing his forehead with "Babe if you dont wanna talk more it's fine but I'm still here if you want to more okay?" Alastor nodded with "I appreciate your concern dear but I need this. This has been part of me I can't keep to myself anymore." Angel nodded with a light knowing smile "Just wanted ya to know smiles."

Alastor continued with "After I buried my family and did what I did. I was starving. To the point of desperation. I was so focused on revenge I didn't even think about searching for food so I looked at the dead ring leader still hanging in my shed. At first like anyone i knew what I considered was wrong but knowing the monster that layed in front of me and my situation I decided eating him was a necessary evil and I would need the strength if I was going to avenge my family."

Alastor continued wiping his tears with "Long story short I did patiently then eventually I started making my enemies into messages to the people they were allied with. Nightmarish experiences of them walking into a office only to see the poor schmuck they took orders from hanging bu his intestines by his office ceiling fan, the feeling of hearing people talk about my slayings. In it's own way was satisfying. Never made me happy but that wasn't really the point."

Alastor then added "Its funny they had no real police force and if any they were bribed by these scum. Even though these men had so much power to the point of being nearly untouchable the thought of the man hunting them was like turning a rabid pitbull into a domestic frightened puppy they feared me. They even had the police themselves asking for help on who I could be. Eventually I killed the man responsible and that was that!"

Alastor sighed with "I thought of stopping but I felt like what I did gave me purpose. The men I killed overall one way or another were leach's in society so I thought why stop now? I went after another group of scum in another larger town. I got away from the scumbags but not the police. Instead of going to a jail cell I was tied and trapped in the trunk if a car."

Alastor grinned a bit seeming to be proud of what he explained next with "They popped the trunk of course it was the man I killed father. They took they gag off asked if I had anything to say. I told em that I'd be waiting for them in hell and laughed at them and the death they gave me after! I fulfilled that promise too. Since I was in hell I pretty much killed anyone I thought filled that bill as well."

Alastor had a sad melancholy smile on his face and added "Before I met you and everyone at this hotel I lived the same cannibalistic vigilante kinda lifestyle going after the worst I can find and a few I saw that would give someone like me a good challenge. I didnt see worth in them. But you helped me realise not everyone of them is worth killing. Angeldust? You could have let me tore Triviana apart for a long time. But you stepped in and gave him a mercy killing. I dont know about if your family would give the same courtesy but your action before that and even at the abandoned hospital showed you aren't the same monsters I experienced all those years ago."

Angeldust kissed alastor with "My dad yeah can be a prick a asshole who I am to this day dealing with the hurt he caused me. But my dad would have one word for what happened to your mother and sister. A Disgracia. A disgrace in italian. One of the rules that differed between average organization's, gangs, outlaws and the mob back then was the mafia followed a strict fucking code. No woman no kids. It went against the laws of costa nostra and was a sure way to get anyone guilty of that's ass killed! My pop is a honorable asshole I love him but I also kinda hate him."

Alastor cocked his head with "What do you mean by that my dear?" Angel looked at alastor with "Alastor. I'm not ready to talk about it yet. I will just be patient capiche?" Alastor responded with "If it makes you comfortable cher." Angel rose a eyebrow with "What does cher even mean?" Alastor responded with "Its a more cajun term for love or dear, some things about us never really change huh?"

Angel chuckled with "You ain't wrong bae. It's why I still cuss like that actor what's his name Joe Pesci or some shit on a angry rant when I stub my toe on a piece of furniture or something!" Angel and alastor had a good laugh at Angel's humor about himself with alastor stating slapping his kneecap. "With your unique vocabulary that is most certainly true!" As they continued to laugh.

Alastor's eyes lit up like a lightbulb with "Have you considered a career in another stage like stand up comedy?" Angel nodded with "Yeah but I dunno I mean look don't get me wrong I love making people laugh and giving people a good time other then sex as much as the other guy but it's like I know nothing about it or how I'd even start." Alastor just smiled nodding knowingly with "I know some people who could help on that in the future. Soon as we get our current situation sorted out then we can worry about it."

Angel nodded with agreement with "Yeah much as I love the finer things in sex and stuff I feel I'll need to branch out as well. But back to earlier why did you tell me all that?" Alastor responded with "Because that feeling I had when they killed my family I had the same with you and it scares me more then god and lucifer himself that fear of losing you."

Angel nodded with "Well I am very grateful to have a man like you in my life looking after me smiles." Alastor blushed sniffing the air with "Seems I'm still in rutting season. I don't want to-" angel interrupted with "Babe earlier that shit was stressful. I think we both need some stress release. I'm comfortable about it but what about you?"

Alastor nodded with "Well I never been one to refuse I mutual favorable offer." As he kissed angel falling on top of him.

To be continued in a separate chapter for lemony smut reasons.