The Bad Boy Saw Me Naked (ManxMan)

Chapter Eight

Lilac~

I stay where I am looking at the ground my grip tightening on the books in my arms as I slowly let go closing my locker. I look at the male, one of Xyans friends. Probably told them and spread a rumor I'm a sex slave now. Honestly why would I care at this point, it's been happening for so long I might as well laugh and follow along with what they say about me. I only look down sighing as I walk to class, getting shoved into the wall halfway there. I flinch squeezing my eyes shut gasping softly for air, clutching my books. I look at the ground, to see, Xyans shoes. First he's gonna force me to be his, little... play thing, and act like he's my alpha, when all he wants is sex, and try to claim me and not let me be my own person, and now, he's gonna continue to bully me. What's next, is he gonna fuck me in the lunchroom, maybe make me hurt myself or someone else? I honestly don't know if I should care.. it all feels hopeless.

If I had any amount of confidence left to push him back, or even move away with a snarky remark it vanished when I felt his gaze on me. I squeeze my eyes shut breathing shakily lifting my head up only punching him in the nose running to my classroom sitting down frowning silently. I hate this, I just want someone to love me and understand me, I don't want to be an alphas play toy, his little personal slut, I want an alpha, I want him to be my alpha... My mate my one and only... All he will be now is someone who took my first time for his own pleasure before dumping me with a child or for his friends to use. I think it's funny in a cruel way.

I shake my head trying to ignore the thoughts running through my head putting my arms over my head as I lay it on the desk. I flinch as I caught Xyans scent it growing stronger as the classroom door opens. Someone, slowly walking over, sitting behind me. Someone... I mean, the big bad scary alpha of the school, the man whore, womanizer, the abusive and bully of an alpha, Xyan. Dumb name. Dumb alpha... Dumb prick. Everyone knows him as a perfect yet horrible alpha, he literally so abusing an omega, of course he's a horrible alpha perfect? What his looks?

I clench my first raising my head grabbing my notebook out of my bag, feeling someone- I mean Xyan kick my chair. I huff softly writing down notes silently.

Kick

Kick

Kick

Kick

Kick

My eyebrow twitches as I turn around smiling at the alpha, "Excuse me. You are kicking my fucking chair. Now please stop before I kick your fucking balls, into your fucking throat." I grumble glaring at the alpha who smirks simply, giving my chair another single kick. I feel so frustrated, nobody listens to me, nobody cares about me or my opinion, nobody will ever. I grab my things getting up feeling the tears slowly well up in my eyes and fall down my cheeks as I rub out of the classroom sobbing weakly as I run through the halls. I'm such a ducking crybaby, crying because someone kicked my chair? What am I five.

Some people give me a look of worry, fakers... Xyans friends laugh as they see me, one simply tripping me, stepping on my back, I scramble to get up sobbing weakly. I am so weak... I cried over a dumby kicking my chair... I struggle squirming biting his leg I get up leaving my bag running out, I didn't care at this point, forget everyone, forget everything. I had my phone in my pocket and headphones, I didn't care if my moms necklace was in that bag, she left me with him. She did that to herself, why am I forced to suffer now? Why am I forced to go through torture daily because she left me? It's not like she's sitting there with some prick teasing her or hitting her, now instead she married that prick like I will in the future, and that prick abused her and her child.

I sob, running through the woods getting tangled up in wild rose bushes cutting my arms and cheeks, the thrones and vines cutting and ripping my clothes my cheek feels itching with blood dripping down it. I run through them not caring, running, tripping on a stick catching myself then tripping on my own feet. I let out a sob, clutching the leaves beneath me curling up. If I were to die right now, right here in this exact moment, nobody would care, nobody would come looking calling out, "Lilac, oh Lilac are you okay? Did you get lost? It's okay... you can come to me.." Nobody would notice. I would be forgotten till campers or someone comes and finds my body, then they would bury me, and forget me again.

I stay silent curling up soon sobbing again as I hug myself, I know nobody cares, Xyan is probably being blown, his mother baking, his father working, even my only friend is to far away to notice... probably think I was mad at him then forgetting me also... I was just a dumb useless forgettable disgusting and disgraceful being... I get up slowly wiping my eyes looking at my clothes letting out a soft laugh, "I look as bad as I feel..." I whisper to myself, "Atleast now I look the part of being a slut, wearing tiny clothes with rips in it..." I mumble wiping my eyes slowly walking out of the woods not noticing how late it had gotten till now, the sun already setting slowly.

I sigh walking along the sidewalk looking around silently as I did. It was so quiet aside for the occasional car passing by or a house with people outside chattering. I smile, atleast I'm not stuck inside of that house right now... They all probably just think I'm whoring myself out, I might as well if that's what they expect. Though nobody would want some disgusting omega, no home, no family, no use in the world aside for making children and pleasing an alpha who hates him and only wants sex. That seems so cliche...

Of course my fate would be the, "I'm such a sad useless and defenseless omega, let me run back to my alpha and be used for the rest of my life, make him babies, be a whore and be a little house wife only there to please others. " Kind... I guess even if the omegas happy, that's still their fate, settling for what they can get, because omegas can't chose. We don't have the choice. We either accept we are whores, or act out and get raped or beaten by someone, then eventually we have to accept it, we are useless whores who only get used. I don't want that for myself... I want to be someone better, someone loved and needed not just wanted around for sex or a child but needed for my work, my love, for me.. I want to be someone.

I laugh a little at the thought, before walking to the house, going to the back yard looking at a single snow flake fall stepping on the iced over pool, before sitting. I don't care if it breaks, hell if it does I'll go under the other ice to drown. I close my eyes leaning my head back letting the snow fall onto me my thighs shaking, omegas hate anything cold, we are sensitive to it, get sicker than normal from it and easier. I smile at the thought, maybe I'd die... I look up as the back door opens scowling at Dom as he comes out behind him Miss Jessica stood with a blanket in her hands shivering. She must hate the cold, omegas usually have to bundle up in winter, I like the thought of freezing though. He lifts me up and I only whine sneezing while she wraps a blanket around me, taking me in and to my room. I lay down turning away from them in silence sniffling as I sneeze again, "We got worried, I and him looked around all day cause Xyan said you left school.. we couldn't find you and finally got home and we just saw you walk there.. where did you go?" I hear Dom ask me but I stay silent.

"I went to the woods.. Im probably sick.. could you guys just put me in foster care.. I shouldn't be here I'm disturbing your family.." I mumble as Miss Jessica sighs, "No. no you cannot.." she whispers kissing my forehead leaving. I stay silent slowly going to sleep upset, if I can't leave then what will I do? I'm stuck here with that man, his family is kind but he isn't. How did such a rotten person come from sweet people?