Chapter 13
"I run away because I'm weak because I'm afraid to accept kindness from somebody else because I feel I don't deserve it"
*Bruno's POV*
I'm an asshole. Big time asshole. I was fuming, fucking losing my cool after talking to my father. But I knew it was going to be like that, and in my wicked intentions, I had gotten Benjamin involved, I used him to relieve tension because my cruel nature couldn't get beat up, and if somebody stepped on me, I had to double my bet and break something else. Anything to feel less pathetic... less miserable.
Out of breath and with my trembling hands, I finally came out of my rage. All my muscles were sore and still contracting, but at the same time, everything felt lighter and relieved, satisfied and less angry. That until I picked myself up and could have a better view of Ben. The kid was out cold, pale as ever and covered in sweat, his whole body screaming hardcore and secretly whispered exhaustion. Angry kiss marks were planted all over his chest, and a nasty bruise was tagging along his waist, I hadn't gone easy on him last night. Slowly, I pulled my flaccid member out of his swollen pink hole, hearing a long sigh of relief coming out of his mouth. My hands made their way to his slender waist and rubbed circles on his navel with my thumbs. A strange feeling of sadness and maybe... regret?
- Mmm... - his quiet voice made me look at his face – you ok?
- Tch! Should you be asking that in your state? – his tired eyes held mine for a few seconds and then closed again – I'm okay now... thanks
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The bathroom was a luxurious room. Animals like me didn't need this. The mirror in front showed the traces of a night up. Last night's talk to that man had gone on a quick spiral from bad to worse and ended up leaving the anger switch on. "Let's not turn it on again". A good shower could break this restlessness off. But seeing that there was a huge tub open for us to use, a different idea in mind.
I started the hot water to fill the tub and took whatever was on the shelf to be able to wash up. Little bit of bubbles, some salt scrub, bath bomb? The fuck was that? Screw it! I fricking paid for the damn room, might as well use it all. With that, I made a gross mix with some sparkles in there that somehow smelt decent. "Lavender?... That'll do"
On the bed, and still covered in the same sweat that made his hair stick to his forehead, dark locks shining brighter, long lashes raising from his still swollen eyelids, laid the small shape of Ben's body. Benjamin had put up with me all night long, struggling, crying, and suffocating... but never asking me to stop. It wasn't even fair, he didn't have any of this blame to fall on his shoulders, yet he squeezed his eyes shut and tightened his grip on me like he was trying to keep me here... trying to keep it real, as if he didn't want me to be alone for the impact.
Gently, I slid my hands under his neck and knees and picked him up, walking to the bathroom with him in my arms. Every time I took him in my arms, a strange feeling crushed my being, it was not only the lust that went from my head to my dick – I know I'm a damn perv, beats me – but a different feeling altogether. His delicate features, pale skin, pretty eyes... there was something. "Might be getting too used to this warmth"
Getting in the tub was pure bliss... the hot water surrounded our bodies with an immediate calming effect, restoring my energy, while Ben's slumber didn't get interrupted by anything. He was just laying against my chest, happy sights coming out of his mouth, while I threw my head back and just enjoyed the bath – adjusting Benjamin on my lap every so often so he wouldn't drown – until he finally woke up and jolted a little bit, looking around and then giving me attention with his baby blue eyes, he was stunning, I just couldn't bring myself to accept it. He moved from between my legs and turned his body to me, allowing some space between us. For a few seconds, he hesitated on what he could say. He was naked in a fricking bathtub, with his number one client/rapist, fucking taking a bubble bath!
- Is this lavender? – his question took me aback, then a smirk made his way up to my face
- I have no idea... Hell! Snap out of it! It's a bath, just enjoy it – his face was just in awe, he pulled his legs to his chest and just stayed there. I splashed a big amount of water onto his head, soaking his yet untouched hair
- Hey!
- Told you to enjoy it, didn't I? – he smiled – it's coming out of your stipend anyways – his smile disappeared, but my big laugh filled the room –Kidding! – now the one to be splashed was me
The 'calming' bath had become a water war, playing like little kids... that until he kinda slipped and his hand kinda ended up grabbing my dick, every noise in the room dying right there
- Wanna have tub sex? – I whispered to his ear
- Heck no! – he stood up to leave the tub and I grabbed his ass, dodging a slap right before it hit my face – What the fudge?
- I thought you just put your ass there for me to see
- Go die!
- C'mon! Just a bit! You were the one to make me rock hard
- Then cool it off – he turned the shower on, letting the cold water, fall on me and then walking away
- I'll get you for this! – he just laughed
A whole lot of feelings were rumbling in my headfrom just looking at Ben swing his hips and walk out of the bathroom naked,with a towel on his shoulders... But there was one thing that was for sure... Iwould not be falling in love with this kid, Jeez I just wouldn't be making sucha fucking big mistake, never in my fucking life.
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