"Do you trust me?"
You ask. I wonder the exact same thing, "Do I trust you?" The truth is that I have stopped believing since long ago, since the same old days when I lost faith. When all I had collapsed and left me in the darkness, empty, alone and scared.
I trust no one, not even me. Because, you see, there are days in this hell of a life, in which I can't find myself. I don't think I will be able to keep on walking this path and spending my long night letting lustful hands travel around my skin.
Maybe I'm a coward, that's why I can't commit suicide; or maybe I still wait for someone who saves me.
My name is Benjamin Cooper, for the clients I'm Natsu and for my dead parents I was Benji. Sadly, there are some who call me whore or pet.
My name is the only thing I have left. Everyday wondering if one night I'll earn enough money to buy those expensive boots that I want. So look at it from this point, if I don't even have enough money to pay the price of a pair of boots, how am I supposed to pay the price of happiness?
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The Price Of Happiness (BoyxBoy)
Romance"- Do you trust me? - I trust no one" Benjamin Cooper has been selling his body since he was thirteen. Each of his days from that time have been a nightmare, but he has gotten used to pain, loneliness is all he knows. And to make the matters wo...
