MC's Together?

Chapter 14

I was getting nervous not like we've never done it before, but damn already this is too fast.

Taeyong: Rules of the game if you win all rounds of each mini game have you can do whatever you want to or with your partner. Okay?
Seulgi: Okay....this is kinda weird honestly.
Taeyong: How so?
Seulgi: Well I already know what you're going to do to me I mean you're gonna do it regardless I already know you.
Taeyong: Damn it, see now I don't wanna play.

I start laughing as he pouts, but I knew he wasn't in the mood to actually play like that.

Seulgi: Why don't we just watch a movie?
Taeyong: Okay then.

I turned on the TV and Taeyong wasn't having it he was very bored. He grabbed the control and turned it off.

Seulgi: Hey-
Taeyong: Shush

I did and I was thinking he heard something, but instead he kissed me. I kissed him back and then I heard a phone ringing. It was mine, I answer and was told that food service was coming up.

Taeyong: who was it?
Seulgi: My manager told me that food service was coming.
Taeyong: Oooh...
Seulgi: Yeah I'm sorry about that.
Taeyong: It's okay. Not a big deal either way.

It went silent for a little bit not knowing what to do or talk about now that we're together. It was kind of nerve wracking since it was silent. Finally they knocked on the door and I go open it they come in and is surprised that Taeyong was here.

Worker: I'm sorry I didn't know someone else was here I could've brought another meal.
Taeyong: No it's okay. I'm not hungry already ate awhile ago.
Worker: Are you two together?
Seulgi: Ah yes...
Worker: Wow that's honestly very surprising.
Taeyong: really why?
Worker: Well it's unexpected to see two idols with completely different personas.
Seulgi: I was surprised myself!
Worker: There's was news about you two, but not many people saw it since it's not a popular website. Anyways I'll keep my mouth sealed if it's a secret and big fan! Have a good evening!

They left and I start eating I feed some to Taeyong, but I noticed he hasn't been very happy today. After I finished eating I go place the dishes outside the door for them to pick up when they come by. When I go back I see Taeyong standing by the window looking out, I go near him.

Seulgi: Hey, Are you okay?

Suddenly he turns around and hugs me tightly.

Taeyong: Why do I feel like your uncomfortable around me all the time?
Seulgi: It's not that I'm uncomfortable it's just awkward when we have nothing to talk about. You've been really on about that is everything okay?

He starts crying on my shoulder and I was so shocked to see him like this.

Seulgi: Hey hey! what's wrong? why are you crying?

He didn't say anything he just kept crying. I hug him tightly as well rubbing his back to try and calm him.

Taeyong: I just have been very stressed that I'm feeling like I'm not making you happy.
Seulgi: Taeyong...you do make me happy. You make me happier than when I was with Vernon.
Taeyong: Then why do I feel like I'm not making you happy?
Seulgi: Taeyong, Even though we just started going out. The times we are together I'm very happy just being there even if we aren't doing anything. You're just frustrated and paranoid from what you heard at the airport.
Taeyong: Do I even deserve you? Is the real question.
Seulgi: Taey-
Taeyong: There's a lot of things I don't deserve, but I still want them. Just like you. I don't deserve you, but I still want you.
Seulgi: Taeyong don't say that.
Taeyong: Think of all the things I've done to you, Seulgi-ah. I ruined your life as we grew up. I hurt you, bullied you, made people go against you. See I don't deserve you.
Seulgi: Why are you bringing up the bad times?Are you trying to make me break up with you??

He stayed silent while walking to the bed to sit and was making me think he is trying to make me break up with him. Tears start streaming down my face with sadness.

Seulgi: please no, Taeyong....
Taeyong: Just for a little bit, seulgi.
Seulgi: What do you mean just a little bit!
Taeyong: wait for me. I'm not giving you happiness, I'm too insecure. I'm not stable I need to give you some time to fully heal.
Seulgi: but I am!
Taeyong: No...you're not. I know that you're not.
Seulgi: Then how long! How long do I have to wait for you!
Taeyong: I don't know.
Seulgi: Do we have to tell people we aren't together then?
Taeyong: No we don't.
Seulgi: Why?
Taeyong: Because not a lot of people know we we're together. So there's no point.
Seulgi: I don't want to leave you.
Taeyong: I don't want to leave you either, but this is the best for you right now.
Seulgi: I can't believe you're saying that it's best.
Taeyong: I spoke to everyone about it and Yoona especially about this. They agreed that is best for you to have a break from me to fully heal.
Seulgi: So you're listening to what others are telling you?
Taeyong: You're not understanding. I'm saying everyone AGREED to you having a break from me to fully heal. I know you're going to have trouble healing, but you're going to get better. Let me ask you. Were you happy being with me, but still hurt about Vernon?
Seulgi: I- uh...yes....
Taeyong: You didn't fully heal then. This is a good opportunity to fully heal with these tours we're having. Don't think of this as something negative. We're not fully broken up just having a small break okay?

I go up to Taeyong and hug him, He hugs me back.

Seulgi: Can you stay with me today.
Taeyong: *sigh* I was planning to, stupid.

I sadly smile and I hug him tightly. I wonder how it's going to be when we're at work. Time goes by and it's time for him to go back to his room. I walk him out the door.

Taeyong: When you're all better from self healing give me a call so we can talk.

I jokingly call him while I stare at him. He shakes his head and looks back at me.

Taeyong: Don't be so cute around other guys like this you hear me?
Seulgi: Yes, sir!
Taeyong: Can I kiss you one last time.

I nod my head and he leans towards me giving me a type of kiss that sends a "I'll miss you" feelings. He then leaves. I walk to the bed and sit down. I start to cry from so much sadness. I hear a knock at the door and wipe my tears quickly I check the peep hole and notice Irene outside. I open the door and she quickly gives me a hug while saying "let it out". I did, I cried for hours it was embarrassing.

Irene: it's already 12 in the morning. Go take a shower and sleep I'm going to be staying with you tonight.
Seulgi: But you don't have clothes.
Irene: I brought them so go shower.

I did as I was told once I got out and Irene was already sleeping I crawl in bed too and I snuggle up to Irene. She holds my hand and I close my eyes and more tears start streaming down, but I soon fall asleep.
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