Hey Future Boyfriend

77

Sunday, November 10

3:39 pm

Lyra:
Beshi. Ayaw na talaga niya.

Lyra:
I begged him to stay. But he didnt said anything.

3:52 pm

Beshiwap:
What the hell? You begged him?

Lyra:
Anong magagawa ko? Mahal ko siya. Hindi ko kayang mawala siya.

Beshiwap:
At anong napala mo?

Lyra:
Nothing. 😞

Beshiwap:
See. So dont you beg with that asshole.

Lyra:
Ang hirap kasi eh. For a moment... I thought, finally he's within my reach. Yung ang tagal kong pinangarap, abot kamay ko na.

Lyra:
Tapos biglang ganito. I dont know what to do anymore.

Beshiwap:
Alam kong marupok ka pero hindi ko alam na aabot ka sa ganong level ng karupukan.

Lyra:
What can I do? Im not strong as you are.

Beshiwap:
And I hate it.

Lyra:
How can I unlove someone in a snap?

Lyra:
I like him for years. And those days I've spent with him, I fell harder than before. Then I realized, I love him.

Beshiwap:
Nabuhay ka ng 20 years ng wala siya. Makakaya mo yan.

Lyra:
Sana lahat kasing strong mo.

Beshiwap:
Anyone can be strong. It's your will to be strong. For yourself.

Lyra:
Hindi ko ata kaya beshi. Hindi parin totally nagsi-sink in sakin.

Lyra:
Iniisip ko parin na bukas magkikita kami sa school. Na makakasama ko siya.

Beshiwap:
Libre maging tanga pero wag araw-arawin.

Beshiwap:
I love you but I wont tolerate you going idiot towards that good for nothing asshole.

Beshiwap:
So pull yourself together okay?

Lyra:
Easier said than done.

Beshiwap:
Where is the optimistic Lyra that I know?

Lyra:
Nawala na. Nasaktan eh.

Beshiwap:
I hate you! You're making me emotional. I hate this Lyra. I prefer the bubbly and makulit Lyra.

Lyra:
Beshi. Talaga bang ganon? Na basta na lang nagsasawa ang isang tao?

Lyra:
He said that its not me who he wants anymore.

Beshiwap:
If he's an asshole like Steven. Yeah.

Lyra:
Baka pag nakita niya ako bukas sa school, kausapin niya na ako.

Beshiwap:
For the love of all holy, wag mo siyang hahabulin! Enough of this.

Lyra:
Baka lang naman mag-explain na siya.

Lyra:
Right ko naman yon diba? Kahit pa ayaw niya na sa akin. Kahit pa di na ako yung gusto niya.

Beshiwap:
I know you're crying again. Baby girl. Here's the real deal, men, their bound to hurt you. Either niloloko ka na o lolokohin ka palang.

Beshiwap:
This is the reason why I dont want you to be close to Steven before. I know he's a real ass playboy. Mali ko lang eh pinagbigyan kita.

Lyra:
But im happy I met him. Wala akong pinagsisisihan.

Beshiwap:
Oh my poor baby girl. This is why he doesnt deserve you. Sinaktan ka na at lahat lahat ganito parin.

Beshiwap:
But im not proud that you begged him to stay.

Lyra:
Anong magagawa ko? Eh mahal ko siya.

Lyra:
But im just another girl on his long list of ex flings.

Beshiwap:
Dapat kasi noong bago palang kayong magkausap at may nilandi din siyang iba, tinigil mo na to.

Lyra:
But the past few weeks with him is the happiest days of my life.

Beshiwap:
And look at what it caused you.

Lyra:
😞😞😞

Beshiwap:
Sorry to be harsh but you need to hear the truth.

Lyra:
I know. But it hurts.

Beshiwap:
Truth hurts Lyra.