Hey Future Boyfriend

79

Tuesday, November 12

8:15 am

Beshiwap:
Hindi ka papasok?

8:30 am

Lyra:
I dont think I can.

Beshiwap:
Is there something wrong?

Lyra:
Maaga akong pumasok, inabangan ko si Steven sa parking.

Beshiwap:
Oh here we go again.

Lyra:
I just wanted my what ifs answered.

Beshiwap:
And what happened?

Lyra:
Im just one of those random girls he played. Nothing really special.

Lyra:
Kung ano yung sinabi niya sa akin dati sa text, yun din lang ulit ang sinabi niya.

Lyra:
I cried in front of him. Hindi ko napigilan beshi. It hurts.

Beshiwap:
And what did that good for nothing ass said?

Lyra:
Wala daw siyang magagawa kasi ayaw niya na. Alangan naman daw ipilit ko. He said the I cant make the pieces fit if it isnt meant to fit.

Lyra:
Tigilan ko na daw siya. Tigilan ko na daw yung paghahabol ko sa kanya kasi wala naman daw akong mapapala.

Lyra:
Pinagmumuka ko lang daw tanga yung sarili ko sa harap ng mga tao.

Lyra:
Na for once mag mature naman daw ako.

Beshiwap:
Insensitive jerk. Where are you?

Lyra:
Bahay. Umuwi ako agad. Kasi pagkaalis niya may mga schoolmate pala tayong nanonood. And everybody was like im such a naive, stupid kid.

Beshiwap:
What the!

Lyra:
Bawal ba maging stupid? Nasaktan lang naman ah.

Beshiwap:
The pain would only double if you let those words get to you.

Lyra:
But they're true.

Beshiwap:
Lyra Cassandra. Please. Dont do this to yourself.

11:15 am

Beshiwap:
Hey! You didnt replied anymore.

12:03 pm

Lyra:
Sorry. I fell asleep from all the crying.

Beshiwap:
Wag ka na magmukmok. Try doing things you'd normally do when you're sad.

Lyra:
Close a mall and shop on my own. But that would only make me feel alone.

Beshiwap:
You're hopeless.

Lyra:
Sucks noh?

Beshiwap:
This is just a phase Lyra Cassandra. You'll get through this.

Lyra:
I wish.