My destiny (Jackbum FF +16)

Chapter 5

Jackson

The car parks before the practice room and we get out. Jaebum unlocks the door and we go to the change room. Everyone changes into practice clothes and goes into the practice room. Everyone looks a bit sleepy so Jaebum jumps in the middle of the room.

"So, let's start with a warmup session." He starts the music.

The familiar tone of BTS's Not Today starts and the warmup starts.

No not today
언젠가 꽃은 지겠지
But no not today
그 때가 오늘은 아니지

As the song starts, we get on the floor and start doing push ups. Everyone manages more than 100 and I start to feel my muscles working. With every push up, my muscles get more warmed up and adrenalin is flowing in my blood.

After the push ups we do 150 sit ups and other practices. We get more and more warmed up and lastly, we stretch a little, to ease our muscles.

"Is everyone warmed up?" asks Jaebum.

"Yes." We answer together.

"Then let's start with the first choreography. Crash and Burn."

긴긴 어둠 속에서 길을 잃어
넌 날 덮쳐와 (ya ya) 다 뒤집어놔
알지 못해도 나는 상관없어
거부하지 못할 (ya ya) 물음표만 남아

The music starts and Jinyoung's voice fills the practice room. We stood in our place and as the music goes on, my muscles react and the rhythm flows through my body. I can feel the beat in my blood and my heart is beating in the same rhythm. That's what I like most about dancing, especially with the other members. We become one, when we dance, there is no me, or other, we dance and feel the beat as one body.

I'm mouthing the whole song and my body is moving on its own. My favourite part is the chorus, where the beat drops and we move in a circular motion. The choreography is burned in my body and heart.

The song ends with Yugyeom's voice. We catch our breath and I check the camera that is recording us practice. I quickly go through the recording, it looks good.

"Guys, this was perfect, good job everyone. Let's move on to Thursday."

This song is a happy and chill song and the choreography is not at all challenging. The beat starts and Jaebum's voice fills the room.

어젯밤은 잠을 좀 설쳤어 eh
너의 생각이 좀 많이 나서 yeah
불을 껐다가 켰다가
다시 껐다가 켰다가

The choreography is for fun and mostly it is us fooling around, but we need songs like this. These are good fillers between the harder choreographies. I love to fool around with everyone, they all have a big smile on their face. The music ends slowly, and we grab our drinks.

"Ok, guys, so as you know, one of the biggest of our stages is Hard Carry. I know we've practiced it like 1000 times, but we need to keep practicing it, that's our hardest choreography. We've better get started."

Jaebum goes and changes to the FLIGHT LOG albums. The familiar tones of Hard Carry are starting.

하드캐리해 WOH 하드캐리해

Welcome to my world let's do this
이슈제조기라 불러 I'm so ill
어딜가도 분위기 Go higher
비행기 밖은 너무 시끄러워 과열

We stand in place and let the music flew through our body. We are one mind and one body. My voice fills the room, its always interesting to hear my voice back from a recording. I know I have a deep voice, but somehow when I sing, it gets all husky and very deep. I know the fans love it, that makes me always blush.

The beat is intense, and my muscles are burning. Everyone is trying to catch their breath throughout the dance.

The music ends and everyone lays on the floor. Jaebum sits up and looks at us.

"Guys, we did great today. I love you guys with all my heart." He glances at me and smiles.

Everyone stands up and heads to the showers. We are used to see each other naked, so nobody is bothered. Hot water is running down my body and it relaxes my tense muscles and helps to calm my heartbeat too.

Suddenly Jaebum hugs me from behind and kisses my shoulder.

"Hello Jackson."

"Jaebum... we are not alone here..." my voice shakes.

"Yes, we are, the others went back to the dorm already, they all know we love to take long showers."

I blush and turn around to meet his intense glance.

"Jaebum I..."

I can't finish my sentence because his mouth connects with mine and he shoves me to the cold wall, so that a small moan escapes my mouse as my warm body meets the ice-cold wall.

He pins my hands to the wall above my head and kisses in my ear. He presses his lips against mine again and his tongue slips in my mouth searching for mine. I welcome his tongue and kiss back. His hair is wet from the water and a slight fog is circling us in as we make out in the shower.

My hands are still pinned to the wall, but he removes one of his hands and heads down to an area, that aches for his touch.

"And now Jackson, weare going to have some fun." says Jaebum with a smirk on his face and kisses meagain.