sometimes i wonder,
if only we never fell in love with each other.
you would still be here,
not as my lover that saw our love end
but as the one i treasure as a friend.
you would still be near,
not as the lover that fell apart
but as the dear friend in my heart.
you would still be close,
not as a lover my heart ached to see
but as a friend, the best we could be.
if only we never fell in love with each other.
but then my heart would ache,
and this overwhelming emotion of loving you
would cause my heart to fall and break.
my feelings would engulf me,
beyond return where i would begin jaded
almost as if i was drowning in the sea.
every time i would have to see you,
i would fall apart recklessly, unknowingly
as around you, i would not know what to do.
so if only we never fell in love...
maybe then, we could have been saved
from all the mistakes we have made,
and all the pain we have gained
from falling in love with each other.
what am i saying?
if only i could love you again,
i am ready to bear this pain
and for you to once more drive me insane.
i will wholeheartedly allow you to wreck me
and i will sink in the ocean of your emotion-like sea
because you showed me the best of me.
i will fully accept the damage you would cause
even if i known that kind of love is wrong.
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this is my 100th poem i've posted :) just wanted to put that out there
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