Overwhelming Anxiety

Lost Control

I ran as fast as I could, as far as I could, Finding myself in the middle of the woods.

I went limp, falling onto the ground as I tossed my bag down.

I laid on the cold wet floor as the rain came down on my face.

I can't go back. I wouldn't go back.
I've worked too hard to return.

I stood up, my body lightly swaying.

I could hear the sound of laughter in the distance, for some odd reason I following it as if something was dragging me, My body moving almost lifelessly.

I stood there. Before me a group of teens tossing rocks at a squirrel.

Pathetic.

"Show me who you really are, What you're capable of." A raspy deep voice spoke from the top of my head.

"Who's There?" I said as I pulled out my knife, squeezing the knifes head from fear.

I frantically looked around the woods, But Nothing but trees, Teens, and a squirrel being stoned to death were surrounding me.

And then I heard it again.

I yelped in pain as my ears began ringing, a loud deep screeching sound rang through my ears.

"OWEE!" I screamed in pain as I covered my ears, falling onto my knees.

"The Hell?" The Teens turned around, slowly approaching me.

"SHUT.UP.SHUT.UP.SHUT.UP." I screamed as I rocked my head back and forth along with my hair.

"Heh, This Bitch Is CrAzY." One boy commented, mimicking me.

Only if He knew the hell I was in right now.

"Fucking FREAK-!" The other boy commented kicking a rock at me.

"Teach them a lesson. Show me what you can do." The voice spoke again.

"O-okay!Alright!PLEASE JUST STOP THE PAIN!" I said as I banged my head onto the ground, causing it to bleed.

"Kill Them."The voice spoke, as the screeching suddenly stopped.

I would. And to be quiet honest I wouldn't care, I wasn't in the 'correct mental state' to make big decisions.

I stood up, my body swaying, as I pulled at my knife out lunging myself at them, tacking one of them.

I rose my knife, slashing at his head as he moved it.

"STAY STILL!"I said as I grabbed his head and slammed my knife into his skull, repeatably.

The Other one screamed.

"LOUDER!!"I said as I chased after him, swinging throughout the tree.

"I'M GONNA GET YA!"I said as I jumped down from the trees aiming for his body.

I'm gonna be honest I can feel so much energy coursing through my veins, What.The.Thrill.

I fell onto the ground with a 'UMPH' as the man sped up his running speed, But I simply just tumbled and got back onto my feet.

" AHHHH-!"The Teen Screamed, trying to hide.

"SCREAM LOUDER, MAYBE I MIGHT SNAP YOUR NECK AND MAKE IT QUICK-!" I laughed, I'm Insane and It shows.

"Hide N' Seek? Hmm, Not really in the mood for games but we can play!" I snickered, tucking my knife away.

"I'll count!" I smiled covering my eyes, counting.

I could hear his heartbeat, It was faster than normal.

"1."
"2."
"3."
"4."
"5." I counted, peeking. That was a bad idea,
The Boi pushed me against the tree, choking me.

"S-shit-!" I coughed, He had a hella good grip.

"WHY DID YOU KILL HIM-?!" The Teen Panicked, squeezing harder.

"L-let me guess, Y-your names J-Justin. N-no! Kris-?" I coughed as he picked me up a bit, my feet dangling.

His eyes shot.

" K-Kris? OoOooh. You have a nice grip there Kris, Where did you g-get
it from-?" I coughed as my vision blurred.

"My dad, He was in the Navy. But that's NONE of your business" He said tightening it, even more, snapping a small bone in my neck.

I grabbed his wrists, Twisting them and rolling over pinning him to the floor.

"THOSE WEREN'T THE RULES OF THE GAME. YOU CHEATER!"I said as I grabbed his neck, squeezing it as tight as I could

"CHEATER!CHEATER!CHEATER!CHEATER!"I said as I repeatedly slammed his head into the ground.

"You know what happens when you cheat?  You get punished!"I said as I pulled out my knife.

His eyes shot open, widely.

"But the big question is what punishment should I give you?"I said as I looked at him up and down.

"Should I slowly cut off your limbs? Or maybe feed you your own eyeballs? Wait a sec! Ohh I know! I know~!"I said as I got close to his ears.

"I'll cut off every inch of skin on your face~," I said as I grabbed his forehead, forcefully holding it. His eyes bulged.

"And don't worry, If you try anything slick again I'll simply just crust your skull~!"I said As I smiled at him, placing the tip of my blade on his face cutting a slit, and digging my nail in there. Pulling at his skin. He screamed.

Sooner or later he died, I successfully removed his skin :)

I giggled and smiled as I pranced around in a circle, holding the mold of his face on my face, mimicking him

"AHHHH!"I said as I ran in a circle, screaming like a maniac.

"Your pretty capable of the kill. I have to say I am impressed."The raspy voice said as I felt a shadow creep up behind me.

I spun around to a tall white figure in a black suit, I've seen it before, once in the woods.

It could be mistaken for a tree or a twizzler.  Or a twig, I was actually quite slim.

"Well, Shit-"I said as I back up slowly, turning around ready to book it, that's when I felt it.

The thing had hit me in the head with something, as I lay on the floor, my vision got blurry.

I could hear a faint buzzing sound, Like Tv static. And then my vision went black.

Was I dead? No, I couldn't be, I'm too young.