I was invisible.
They thought I was gone,
But I stood right there,
Unable to speak any more.
Yet I called, I yelled, I cried,
All to deaf ears,
All to blind eyes,
Being dragged away by my fears.
I was chained.
They thought they set me free,
but they couldn't,
No one could but me.
But I went mad,
I loved the pain,
The cold surrounding my heart,
wouldn't let anything in.
I was broken.
They thought I was fine,
But deep down where no heart could reach,
My demons ran wild.
But I looked brand new,
My smile deceived,
The mask on my face covering the horror,
that breathed underneath.
I am bitter.
They think I smile for happiness,
A normal person,
Blind to the underlying darkness.
Now I tell my self,
I'm not innocent,
I can fool them all,
But I'm no saint.
