Why am I Alive

Intro/last day of tourture

This story is about a girl named Carter and she has been bullied, abused, and she cuts. Her family never wanted her and they left her in the streets so she lives alone and oh by the way she gets bullied by Team crafted.

Carter-
Hey I'm carter and I'm gunna tell you about my life
Hobbies- I like to cut pretty pictures, draw, play games, and play Minecraft I'm kinda a dork. ;)
How I look- I have dark auburn hair with blonde strips, i like to wear dark clothes and I wear long sleeves and Minecraft hoodies to cover up my scars I also like to wear Minecraft toms.
Favorite things- Cutting,the color blue,Minecraft, drawing pictures of me cutting, and sports.
So now that u know a little about me lets get back to the story.

I awoke to my radio blaring 'love you like a love song' "god!! I hate that song" i growled and shut my alarm off and went to do my routine i took a shower and got dressed into a blood red tank and a black long sleeved Minecraft shirt and a creeper hoodie that i bought at pacs, with black ripped skinny jeans, then i went to do the thing i look forward to in life i went into my bathroom and reached my hand to the top of the door and searched until i felt something cold on my hand, i grinned and grabbed the metal object
*trigger warning*
<if easily triggered skip the rest of this paragraph>

I put the blade on to my already scared wrist and cut one long and deep vertical line
One cut- for being ugly
Two- for being a slut
Three- worthless
Four- for cutting
Five...
Six...
Seven....
By the time i was done i had a total of 30 cuts on mu arms and 20 on my thighs...
*trigger over*
After i enjoyed my punishment for being in this world i quickly cleaned up and luckily today is Friday my last day. I grabbed an apple and ran to my bus stop, when i got on the bus i put my headphones in listening to 'Alone by sleeping with sirens' and someone tripped me if it wasn't for me being always alert i would have a broken nose i turned around pissed to see....

A/N * Hey guys i hope u like and guess what..... CLIFF HANGER!!!! Aren't i so mean.... ;) well stay sane and be happy....Bye*