I think
The hardest is to hide
How sad I am
People really wouldn't
Like to know
How sad I am
I think
The hardest
Is to hide my anger
And to cover all the scars I have
People really wouldn't
Like to see
How awfully horrible can be
So I keep it to myself
And I put the dust
Under the sheets
And I dream of death
And darkest seas
I thing
The hardest thing
Is to face the monsters in my head
Look at them in the eyes
Not to run away
People couldn't be
As strong, as brave
And people wouldn't
Like to be
Such a horror
Such as me
So I keep my mind closed
And my body self-ignored
So I keep my mouth shut
And my eyes cannot close
I think
The hardest
Is trying to sleep
At night
Is trying not to see
The things from I do hide
People wouldn't really
Know, how strong one
must be
A soldier with no arms
A knight with no shield
So the beaches are full of glass
And my sheets are full of dust
So my mind is full of dreams
And my heart finds no peace
So my poetry is so childish
And smells like cotton candy
So my mouth is full of grief
I shut the doors and can believe:
Do not disturb
Cut my veins in blood
Now
I do rest in peace
