And you, you had gone away, again.
I said me not to risk, but I love you so much that I gave you all things I had.
Now I feel so empty.
Oh, now it's true. You don't like me, you hate me, you don't give a damn.. I can die in front of you, and you wouldn't see me. You don't care.
How much I've been stupid?
You don't care. I always put you in the top of the list. Before me, you. Before what I needed, before my problems, my sad life, my unhappy existence, before my violent family, my little brother, before everything.
I gave you my time, my days, my soul. I took care of you as much as I could.
And you never repaid me.
I'm like a glass of water, you know?
If you're thirsty, I can refresh and satisfact your mouth, just if you drink slowly. So slowly, like the time we spent together. But if you drink me fast, I can't give you what you need, and I'll finish too early. And you will want more and more. But now it's the last round, you have already drank glasses and glasses. I fell into this darkness, it's cold here. And you don't want to save me. But it's ok. Maybe somebody else can give me love.
I'll remember you forever. I'll take you with me, in my heart. But we can't stay together. We destroy each other. I'm Sorry. You destroy me. You empty me.
I just wanna go out, and you continue to push me in my dark side. You're killing me. Go, please. Let me live again. I love you, but I can't. You don't love me, and I understand this.
You don't care.
Don't worry.
I'll be ok.
..
Maybe.
