14. I'll Be A Princess Die And Die With You

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(Also for an intensified reading experience I recommend listening to the song dedicated to this chapter on the Princess Die Soundtrack I posted on my Spotify :) The Song is song 14 in the play list or "The Fighter" by In This Moment. Enjoy! xoxo)

14.

Tara's POV: It seems almost surreal as I try to let myself realize what is actually happening right at this moment...here I am clutching Gaga as she screams in what I can only imagine is terror and pain as I watch gushing waves of blood flow from her, staining the bed a rich shade of burgundy. It was almost as if my senses refused to grasp the reality of it. And all of the sudden, just as I  am about to faint off the side of the bed the medics break into the room and I am so relived.

"Step aside, please miss!" one of the medics says hurriedly as she nudges me to the side. I just fall limp and motionless against the wall as I watch them lift her onto a gurney.

"Tara!, Tara! Ahhh!" Gaga screamed with terrified tears streaming down her face. I am to paralyzed with fear and shock to bring myself to respond to her cries and even attempt to push past the circle of medics that surrounded her.

"We need to get her out of here, now!" One other medic says. And with that they proceed to take her down the stairs. 

For  what seemed like several minutes I just sat there, trembling as I braced myself against the wall; the only support I had. I stared in horror at the trail of blood that had been left behind. I coudn't tear my eyes away from the giant Burgundy pool left on her silk sheets and the smeared trail off the side of her bed that had been created when they lifted her on to the gurney. It wasn't until I heard the sirens start to cry outside when I was awakened from my stupor. I grabbed my car keys and ran out the door, to follow the ambulance to the hospital.

Lady Gaga's POV:

I almost felt like I was blind, I couldn't distinguish my surroundings and I couldn't move. All I felt was pain and fear surging like a sickening electric pulse, throbbing throughout my entire body and tugging at what seemed to be my very life. 

"Hold on Miss Germanotta, we're almost there." I hear a somewhat concerned but poised voice say. But all I could respond with was a whimper of agony, that even made me feel sorry for myself. Here I was, once again, fighting for my life...I am sick of fighting for my life.

Tara's POV: Honestly, I was in no condition to even be driving, but I left before I had a chance to find anyone else because I wanted to catch up to the ambulance because I wasn't sure which hospital they were going too. 

Finally we make it to the hospital where Gaga is rushed inside and I jump out of my car and run after them. My heart is pounding in my head as residual tears begin to burn my eyelids as I see Gaga loaded off the ambulance, screaming in pain every few seconds. They push her through the ER entrance of the hospital and I dash through them following close behind. Everything seemed to move in slow motion as I walk through the mangled mess of injured people and stressed out doctors.

I see Gaga lift her head from her pillow to try and catch her breath and she sees me following close behind the team of medics that are bringing her to God knows where.

"Tara!" I see her mouth but I can't hear her pained whisper over all the Emergency Room chaos. Her head is drenched in sweat and she cuts off our eye contact to squeeze her eyes shut and clench her teeth in pain and one of the medics gently pushes her back down to the gurney and lays her head back down on the pillow.

Gaga's POV: 

I saw Tara and all I wanted was her to hold me and tell me everything was going to be alright, but the pain and fear erased my will to speak up and all I could do was succumb to the medics will. All I could do was stare up at the florescent lights that we passed one by one in an almost hypnotic fashion.I was beginning to feel less and less aware of my surroundings, like everything was just melting into a blur that I couldn't decipher.  Finally we made it to a room in which I immediately had multiple Iv's and needles stuck in me. But I was already in so much pain that they felt like nothing. My reality was falling apart and I didn't know what to do.

Tara's POV: 

I saw them take Gaga into a hospital room and I am relived; finally I can get to her and hold her and assure her everything will all be alright! I reach for the door just as it's closing, but before I could even touch it, a body obstructs my way and a voice says, "I'm sorry miss, you aren't allowed in here, this is the ICU and only staff is allowed up in the rooms during operations."

"Operations?!" I cry looking up at the nurse that was significantly taller than me. "What do you mean, operation?!" The nurse gently nudges me away from the door.

"You are miss Tara Savelo, yes?" she asked me. 

"Yes!" I reply louder than I had intended too, but I was panicking, "Please tell me what's going on!"

"Please, calm down Miss Savelo. Ms. Germanotta has had a placental abruption. Don't worry, when I say "operation" I mean they are going to try to deliver the baby. But this is a very high risk situation. Miss Germanotta's life is at risk."

Those words made my heart leap, "What?!" I shout, "And You're not going to let me in there?! Please! Let me see her! I have to see her!"

"I'm sorry miss, but that is out of the question. If you like you can sit outside the room, but you are not allowed in." the nurse replies.

I had no strength to argue anymore; feeling defeated I sunk down to the bench that was symmetrically place beside the hospital room door that Gaga was behind. Cradling my head in my hands I sat there and waited and waited and waited.

I stood pressed up against the door, they wouldn't let me in to be there for her. I started giving up hope that they would let me in ever. Then suddenly, I heard a sound that made my heart drop into my stomach and stop me dead in my tracks... a high pitched tone coming from inside the room...the flat line tone!

Stay Tuned For The Finale! xoxo

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